Your Poetry Dot Com

Welcome to Your Poetry Dot Com - Read, Rate, Comment on, or Submit Poetry. Browse Poetry Forums, or just enjoy other parts of our poetic community.
One of the largest databases of poetry on the net, now over 198,500+ poems!

Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+

Custom Search


Welcome !	Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link	22-November 09:30:36 AEST

Menu

· Our eBay Store

· Error Submit

Poetry

· Submit Poetry

· Least Read Poems

· Members Listing

· Old Site Post 2001

· Old Site Pre 2001

· Poetry Archive

· Public Domain Poetry

Stories

· Stories (NEW ! )

· Submit Story

· Story Topics

· Stories Archive

· Story Search

Community

· Our Poetry Forums

· Our Arcade
100's of Games !

Site Help

· FAQ

· Feedback

Members Areas

· Your Account

· Members Journals

· Premium Sign-Up

Premium Section

· Special Section

· Premium Poems

· Premium Submit

· Premium Search

· Premium Archive

· Premium Topics

Fun & Games

· Jokes

· Bubble Puzzle

· Cross Word Easy

· Word Hunt

Reference

· Dictionary (Rhyming)

· Site Updates

· Special Content

Search

Top

Help This Site

· Donations

Others

· Moderators

Our Other Sites

· Embroidery Design Store
· Your Jokes
· Special Urls
· JM Embroideries
· Public Domain Poetry and Stories
· Diamond Dotz
· Cooking Info and Recipes
· Quoof - Australian Story

Social

eating problems and stares

Contributed by deadbloodyrose on Tuesday, 22nd June 2004 @ 07:51:32 PM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles

eating problem

i dont like to eat
why cant you see
its not just cuz im fat
im never in the mood
my appetites decreased
when i eat i feel sick
i throw up everything
your force doesnt help
it makes me madder
less likely to eat
more likely to puke
occasionly i force myself
make it come up
escape my body
so it wont add up
to my already huge piles
piles of excess fat
they need to leave
need to disolve
to not be a part of me
your words only hurt me
make me more upset
lower my self-esteem
leave me alone
let me work it out
its my problem
not yours, so go
let it be

stares

akward faces, akward glares
everyone's eyes on me
wathcing my every move
im so different i must be watched
i try to make them happy
their eyes dont blink
they are locked on me
dont turn away once
making me so uncomfortable
i hide my face from them
they still are watching me
i get up and leave the room
when i return, the same
i'm different so they stare
i try to be like them
still eys are on me
i cant take it anymore
this time i get up
i leave for good
family shouldnt do this
shouldnt juge me
shouldnt stare at me

Copyright © deadbloodyrose ... [ 2004-06-22 19:51:32]
(Date/Time posted on site)

Advertisments:

Previous Posted Poem | | Next Posted Poem

Sorry, comments are no longer allowed for anonymous, please register for a free membership to access this feature and more

All comments are owned by the poster. Your Poetry Dot Com is not responsible for the content of any comment.
That said, if you find an offensive comment, please contact via the FeedBack Form with details, including poem title etc.

Re: eating problems and stares (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Tuesday, 22nd June 2004 @ 08:10:59 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)

this is really sad.
It's so sad that u can't be around your family as they should be encouraging instead of discouraging u.
I've had differnet type eating disorder but not to that extreme. My children kept after me in-luv so I'm fine now.
I don't know much about how this thing starts or whatever but I'm sure stress is one of the problems.
To me it's sounds like u jus need someone that cares enuff to luv u thro it. U can't force someone aas it goes tottaly against any healing or at least that's what got me thru it. My children, did it for me, now I have grand children that luv me as much as my children children do.
If u need a friend holler at me, I can listen.
Yo've done a great job with both these writes. Keep writing my friend as it heals the sould, spirit and body.
With these writes I can totally see why u run away.
Peace, luv, faith, hope, joy,
emy

While every care is taken to ensure the general sites content is family safe, our moderators cannot be in all places; all the time. Please report poetry and or comments that are in breach of our site rules HERE (Please include poem title or url). Parents also please ensure that you supervise your children well when they are on the internet; regardless of what a site says about being, or being considered, child-safe.

Poetry is much like a great photo, a single "moment in time" capturing many feelings and emotions. Yet, they are very alive; creating stirrings within the readers who form visual "pictures" of the expressed emotions within the Poem. ©

Opinions expressed in the poetry, comments, forums etc. on this site are not necessarily those of this site, its owners and/or operators; but of the individuals who post items to this site.
Frequently Asked Questions | | | Privacy Policy | | | Contact Webmaster

All submitted items are Copyright © to their submitter. All the rest Copyright © 2002-2050 by Your Poetry Dot Com

All logos and trademarks in this site are property of their respective owners.

Script Generation Time: 0.052 Seconds. - View our Site Map | .© your-poetry.com