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I Wish
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Thursday, 17th June 2004 @ 11:09:08 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Sometimes I wish
That I wouldn’t have heard you
That first night
When you called out my name
Cause it’s nine months later
And I’ll never be the same
I wish I would’ve said no
When you asked me to go eat
I wish you weren’t the reason
That my heart continued to beat
I wish when we talked
That I wouldn’t have been interested
In every word you had to say
I wish that I
Didn’t want to see you the next day
I wish you hadn’t cared first
Cause here I am and the pain hurts
Its like you took the time
To help and encourage me and all
Hold me up get me to care about you
And then leave me to fall
Thinking back…
I wish I could find a reason
That would cause you to leave
I wish I had done something wrong
That’d be obvious to see
I gave you my heart
I was so honest and true
In everything I did I was for real
Unlike you
What’d I get repaid
Nothing but lonely heartbreak
And without a reason too
I wish I hadn’t
Wiped away the tears
When you started to cry
I wish that I didn’t care
When you wanted me to be there
I wish I hadn’t been around
When you broke down
I wish I wouldn’t have been
So sweet and nice
I wish that I hadn’t tried
To make everything right
I wish that I hadn’t been so honest
And straight up would have lied
Cause these last three months
I just wish I had died
I wish I could have been
The reason that you cried
I wish I would have cheated
And played you like a pimp
Cause then I wouldn’t be
Dealing with this *****
I wish I would have
Pushed you
Shoved you
Abused you
Hit you
Stripped you
Raped you
I wish I never
Would have ever
Wanted to date you
I wish you could have been
Just another pretty little lady
To get you in bed
And make you my baby
I wish I hadn’t given you my heart
I wish me and you
Never would have had a start
I wish I never would have met you
I wish I never would have talked to
Or heard you
I wish I never would have seen you
I wish I didn’t enjoy being with you
I wish I hadn’t opened up
Or made you my world
I wish you hadn’t been my the object of my love
And the reason I let it unfurl
I wish I could have fallen for any other girl
I wish I could take back the time
And take back the caring lines
I wish I could take back my heart
And rebuild my soul
I wish I had never pictured us
As the perfect pair
I wish when I looked at you
I didn’t have to stare
I wish somehow
That you weren’t the part
That made me whole
I wish I didn’t think about you
As I spend these nights alone
I wish I never would have heard it
When you called me on the phone
I wish I didn’t see you
When I walked around the mall
I wish somehow
That I could change it all
I wish I could have loved you
And left you
But most of all
I wish I could have kept you
Cause if I would’ve
Done any of theses things
I could understand
How this nightmare
Was formerly my dream
Cause if I would’ve
Done any of these things
Id know what I did wrong
And I’d have something to change
And more to regret
I’d realize these heart games
Aren’t just for play
Cause I let your precious love
Just slip away
But I didn’t do anything that I listed above
I wish that you hadn’t cared first
Cause then I
Wouldn’t be living through this curse
© Wayne Wende
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-06-17 11:09:08]
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Re: I Wish
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by pixie on
Thursday, 17th June 2004 @ 11:21:54 AM AEST
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awwww this is heart breaking, you have wrote about your pain so well and as time goes by you will be able to heal again :)
takecare
pixie xx |
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