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No Longer Afaid.
Contributed by
deathdrop
on
Wednesday, 16th June 2004 @ 03:58:25 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I’m full, right now, of so much frustration.
Over flowing, from my out-burst, sensation.
I had to cut, I had no choice.
And now all sound turns to echoing noise.
I want to cry, to find I can not.
I want to scream, and for the spinning to stop.
But, night now, that won’t work.
And all the while I feel more hurt.
I’ve wrapped up my arm in bandage aid.
But now I want to do more harm, and I’m not! Afraid.
I’m not scared, of hitting my vein.
I’m so fearless, of what they’ll say!
I close my eyes, and see my-self on that roof.
I should have jumped, as my head ain’t crack-proof.
Though I would proberly, still be here today.
It doesn’t change my views, of dieing in pain.
Just a normal day of life, does my head in enough.
Suicide may not be good, but life is so tough!
I’m not scared of hitting my vein, or waking up outside of my body,
I’m not scared as life gives me pain, and that pain is always so icy.
I’m not scared of what people will say, as all they try to do is hurt me.
I’m not scared fainting again, or being found dead in an alley…
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2004-06-16 15:58:25]
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Re: No Longer Afaid.
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by Essentially9 on
Wednesday, 16th June 2004 @ 04:45:21 PM AEST
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| hardhitting and very emotional. it brought me into your world. |
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Re: No Longer Afaid.
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by brigitte7735 on
Wednesday, 16th June 2004 @ 09:52:25 PM AEST
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I just wanted to say thats despite cutting yourself, it was the lesser of the 2 evils and its so admirable of you to be able to admit it and that you didnt go through with it
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Re: No Longer Afaid.
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by pixie on
Thursday, 17th June 2004 @ 09:11:50 AM AEST
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when I used to cut I also thought that I had no other choice, but as I became stronger I realised that I did jhave another choice and as you becomne stronger you will know what I mean :) hope you can get through this,
takecare
Pixie xx |
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