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Untitled II (My Ode to Jonathan)
Contributed by
Tinkkerbelle
on
Thursday, 10th June 2004 @ 05:05:46 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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God damn you.
Why are you so ***** perfect?
You have your flaws,
But you’re perfect.
Why is it that everyone wants what they can’t have?
I want you,
And I can’t have you.
This frustrates me.
Do you know I exist?
I wish you’d pay more attention to me.
I’d give up my world for you.
You are my everything.
You mean everything to me,
And I’d travel through hell’s famous flames and back for you.
Actually, I already have.
But you don’t seem to realize that.
Your eyes are so beautiful,
And your smile is so sweet.
This haunts me like a sorrowful melody-
Beautiful, yet painful.
You truly are what completes me,
And without you,
I am nothing-
Worthless.
You drive me to the point of psychological suicide,
And you don’t even know it.
I don’t want to be the little girl who constantly chases you around,
But it seems that’s all I’ll ever end up being.
I would do anything for you,
Anything at all.
I love you,
And I mean that.
I have so many mixed feelings,
Feelings that betray me.
Sometimes they try to tell me that I don’t really love you,
And that I don’t need you.
But I know that’s not so.
I am weak without you.
I love you, and I need you.
It will always be that way.
The jealous voices in the back of my head tell me I need to move on;
I need to get over you.
But my heart tells me otherwise.
It tells me I will never forget you, and I can’t move on.
I didn’t choose this.
I didn’t choose for you to come into my life and mess everything up.
I didn’t choose for you to rule my life with a simple word or smile.
And god knows I didn’t choose to fall in love with you.
I share with you everything-
My power,
My pleasure,
My pain.
How can I tell you all this?
You’d never understand.
And there’s so much more I have to say,
But I don’t know how…
MW 2002
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Tinkkerbelle
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2004-06-10 17:05:46] (Date/Time posted on
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