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Will I still want you
Contributed by
fastpitchqt
on
Monday, 31st May 2004 @ 02:22:56 PM in AEST
Topic:
LoveRemembered
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Since you’ve been gone I can’t get you out of my head
After all the pain I’ve suffered why can’t I just forget you and move on?
Why did you make me feel so special and wanted if all you were gonna do was break my heart?
You stole it so long ago and still have it to this day
But you have broken it into pieces, it is no longer the same
I used to think of you and smile, I was so proud of you for the things you do
Now when I hear your name or see your picture I break into tears
Seeing you reminds me of all the love and moments we shared
As well as all the pain and heartache I have endured.
So I sit in bed now, late at night and cry
Thousands of questions race through my mind
Did you really love me? Did you really care?
Or was it just a game? A cruel game of testing my limits and emotions
There was once a time I would’ve done just about anything for you
But times have changed, as have you
I’m trying to move on
But how can I move on when I still dream about you when I go to sleep?
All those “what ifs” that I know will never again happen
All those memories replaying in my mind at the sound of your name
Did you really want to hurt me and bring me so much pain?
Did you know that you still have my heart in the palm of your hands?
Juggling with my heart, playing with my emotions
My heart still belongs to you, but I don’t think you care
You had your change at something amazing
But you screwed it up the minute you walked onto that plane
You proved to be weak minded to be able to be changed so easily
Not able to take responsibility for your actions and apologize for the pain you afflicted on me
But I don’t want your apology now
Forget it, it’s in the past, its no good to me now
I don’t want your sympathy what’s done is done
You have become a different person who I don’t even know anymore, nor do I want to
I don’t want you back unless it’s the old you
The guy I fell in love with and am still in love with
The guy who means the world to me
The guy who made me feel so many emotions with just a single kiss or smile
The guy who left behind everything and everyone he knew to serve his country
The guy who fights for my freedom along with yours
So until you come back
Until you become the man I once knew
Let me be
Let me move on with my life if you don’t want me
Let me be happy with someone who will treat me how I deserve to be treated
Let me feel love once more because I’m tired of pain, I’m tired of tears
Please just give me my heart back!
So I can move on with my life whether it be with or without you
I’m tired of the tears and the heartache
I’m tired of waiting for you to come back to me
I’m not gonna wait around forever
Till you finally realize what you used to have
I’ve waited long enough already for you
If and when you come back around I may not want you back
I might have moved on with life finally
Moved on without you
I used to want you
But if you ever come back in my life
Will I still want you?
I will always love you
I will never forget you
But will I take you back when you realize your mistake of letting me go?
Will I still want you then?
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fastpitchqt
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2004-05-31 14:22:56]
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Re: Will I still want you
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by Archie on
Monday, 31st May 2004 @ 02:38:07 PM AEST
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| Wow, I know this was hard to write but it was good to get through it so that you can move on. |
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Re: Will I still want you
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by Colleen on
Monday, 31st May 2004 @ 02:45:36 PM AEST
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| Thanks for such an awesome poem! I can relate a ton to what you are saying. Nice job! |
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