The Emptiness of my soul
Contributed by
luckycharm
on
Thursday, 27th May 2004 @ 06:36:16 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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Touched by the hand of hate,
And shot by an arrow of fire,
Right to my heart,
The nights began to get so cold,
And my days don't last long,
Crying until I have no more tears,
Once I rised,
My self-esteem fell again,
Signs of sadness comes towards me,
Leaving me to feel like I've been used,
I have failed once more,
So how can I move on,
Deep within me my heart has torn,
And my soul has shattered time after time,
I became blind and fell into your trap,
Pain, lies, tears of sorrow, and misery,
Have left me confused,
With these mixed emotions at hand,
The feeling that is in me,
Goes past my heart and soul,
Making me not understand who I am,
I lost all confidence in believing in myself,
You just don't understand what I go through,
Everyday to live this life of my own,
I keep on falling and I can never,
Rise to move on from the pain,
Or the hurt I always feel,
I sit here and watch my tears,
Run slowly down my face,
Looking at the reflection in the mirror,
And wondering why I'm here,
People look right through me and always say,
Things that hurt me so much,
You have hurt me to my heart,
Past my inner soul,
I'm not able to rebuild,
My strength ever again,
I try to stay strong,
Through all of the things I go through,
In time I believe things won't change,
I'm lost,
Because you have made me lose my faith,
Still I live here on this earth,
Confused and ashamed because,
I feel like there's no hope,
It was you who made me feel not loved,
It had to be you who didn't care,
And it's always gonna be you I can't trust,
So I rather be left alone instead,
Of being in pain, hearing lies, and going,
Through misery,
How can I live like this over and over,
Just answer this one question,
Why did it have to be you?,
Who left me feeling unwanted,
I have cried tears of sorrow,
And it's like I cry an ocean,
Just to see you,
But then that never helps me,
Just to let my feelings go,
Day by day,
Hour by hour,
I realize that I was a fool,
Believing everything that was not true,
Now I'm asking myself why me,
The more I try to keep it off my mind,
The emotions keep coming back,
I think about how this all started,
And how it ended,
Without one last goodbye,
Or not a word to say,
Now things have changed,
Forever and ever more,
Can you find anything,
In the emptiness of my soul
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luckycharm
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2004-05-27 18:36:16] (Date/Time posted on
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