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No Speed Dial, Just My Memory
Contributed by
kayald
on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 10:53:34 AM in AEST
Topic:
hbadday
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I still know your number
Even though I cannot call
You act as though I don’t exist
And I ache from the torture.
When will I stop feeling guilty?
Why can’t I stop feeling used?
For just once I’d like to tell
All the things that we have done
Sometimes I just want to scream
Tear my vocal chords
Get you to listen to me
So I no longer have to be so calm.
Flirt with her, kiss her nose
Hold her hand in class
Act as though it shouldn’t matter
That I am standing there
What was I thinking?
Trying to be the cool girl
Who doesn’t mind a little action
From someone I’m not with
One day I won’t be able to stand it
I’ll just fall apart
And when I do, what will you say?
Will our secrets finally be told?
How I hate the way you treat me
When we are not behind closed doors
I am going to leave someday
But I don’t think I can
The pain you’ve caused
Is permanent and this won’t ever change
You will always think of me
As that girl who wasn’t good and went to far
A sudden change of behavior
That night in the dark
When no one else could see you
Your friends wouldn’t catch on
I want to be more
I still know your number
And how I wish you’d call.
Copyright ©
kayald
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2004-05-17 10:53:34] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: No Speed Dial, Just My Memory
(User Rating: 1 ) by Ali on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 11:01:29 AM AEST (User
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Ouch, that has got to hurt! :( I hope the person is decent and gives you that call. |
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Re: No Speed Dial, Just My Memory
(User Rating: 1 ) by purplestary on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 11:16:30 AM AEST (User
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that is a GREAT write. I relate to it so much. |
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Re: No Speed Dial, Just My Memory
(User Rating: 1 ) by Tripod on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 11:29:06 AM AEST (User
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Oh how I wish I could read a poem you posted and realize who you are talking about...( at least I think I know who you are talking about) A good post never-the-less and I did enjoy it. You write some very moving poetry. |
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Re: No Speed Dial, Just My Memory
(User Rating: 1 ) by reilt on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 04:15:03 PM AEST (User
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fantastic write. i can totally relate |
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