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No healing me
Contributed by
Gothik_Twitch
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Wednesday, 12th May 2004 @ 02:02:15 AM in AEST
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No healing me Why cant you see
Im slipping out of my skin
So I don’t have to see that ***** again
I know you only see the point of my masked eternity
But how it is so easy for you to watch me bleed
I have a hole in my chest
And the cold air flows inside
My heart is stone cold ice
And nothing can shatter it
The sun came up today
For the first time in a while
I keep waking up to waste away in this empty room
No I don’t want to hear what im hearing
And no I don’t want to see what im seeing
I cant scream I cant scream
I cant see and I don’t want to think
Who is looking through my eyes?
What does she see?
Emptiness, impurity?
Sadness and frailty?
The knife is in the woman’s hands
The blood splattered floor
The little boys cry echoes throught out my mind
Everything is spinning but I hear their voices
Telling me I must survive
Must keep living for I have a purpose
But what is my purpose
The tell me to get out of bed and to keep up my strength
But I simply cannot any longer
They tell me to get up and get dressed
To walk my way to school
Build new friendships and meet new people
But they just don’t understand that there is no healing me
So what if im in therepy
So what if I seem happy
Why cant you try living in my mind for I time
Why cant you just take my words that im not healthy
Stop feeding me these pills
Shop shoving them down my throat
I wanna stop them all
Just be set free from these damn medications
Do you not understand I just want to be me
Do you not understand there is no healing me
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Gothik_Twitch
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Re: No healing me
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by emystar on
Wednesday, 12th May 2004 @ 03:30:03 AM AEST
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I can't particularly say I like this kind of writing because it's sad but then it's reality. it's written like a pro.
I havve to take meds to survive and if the only way I can really relax is by pills then I say come on pills.
I really don't know the depths of this but it's obvious u r having some problems with who ever, but sweetie there's always hope as long as there is breath in your body but this don't make the persons that are trying to change u right.
I wish u all the best and u should be able to be who u r.
Good luck.
luv, huggs, faith, hope, peace,
emy
Very good writing. |
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Re: No healing me
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by lostinmyself on
Wednesday, 12th May 2004 @ 08:05:58 AM AEST
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good write. full of emotion. there is alot of pain in this. i understand it.
"My heart is stone cold ice
And nothing can shatter it"
i love that..amazing image. good write. phil xxx |
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Re: No healing me
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by deadbloodyrose on
Monday, 14th June 2004 @ 08:43:18 PM AEST
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| i relate so well.. i use to be on a bunch of meds..eventually i dropped them myself against my doctors will.. AMI JO |
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Re: No healing me
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by deathdrop on
Tuesday, 3rd August 2004 @ 03:47:03 AM AEST
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every part of this is true for me apart from the part about taking pills. i don't take any. this doctor said once that he thought i might benifit, but i didn't want to... so i don't take any thing.
this is a very strong poem.
i know how you feel. if you ever want to talk, PM me. ok?
from deathdrop. |
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