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father!
Contributed by
lexxie
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Saturday, 8th May 2004 @ 11:18:01 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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the screaming the pain i fear this is my last day as i sit in my bedroom and listen to the same old thing "you're not good enough" when everything you hear all goes through one ear and out the other and you stare at him your eyes gain tears and they slowly rain down your face and you open your mouth about to say you don't understand you feel a sting with his cold fingers linger across your face and you hear his cold voice "shut up i dont care what you think you know good *****" and as you stand up just to fall back down to just feel the pain again you feel the scars not the ones on your skin but the ones that sit on your heart you let it all out and slowly die inside fall back words and bleed out the pain
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Re: father!
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by poetrygodslove on
Sunday, 9th May 2004 @ 12:17:19 AM AEST
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remembering the same. feeling your pain. feeling mine again. sometimes over and over again. grown up now, I look back and see. what all happened to me. sometimes I get mad. sometimes I cry. sometimes I still hate him. that is no lie. the other part of me. now understands. why he got made at me. a time i didnt understand. Now I see what he was saying to me. but then way back when. if only he would listen, if only he would had cared. I wouldnt be sometimes sad sitting here. .......
My friend I just had to say that because it is how I feel. I know what you are going through. but im not the only one as well. there is a god in heaven . he needs you to say help. but then he will change you first. and then the one who hurts you because you are the one asking . not that person. but with your faith in him and you pressing on to get to know him. he will give you what you need to get through till he can really work on the one that is bothering you.. GOD DID THIS IN MY LIFE. IM ABLE TO SAY IT TO YOU BECAUSE. IT IS TRUE. I KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. sandy. (when dad comes in.. pay attention. dont talk back, say yes and no when you should and let it go. dont OPEN your mouth. if you do .. YOU TIE GODS HANDS. just whisper under your breath. GOD only you can fix this situation. and HE WILL. please believe me.. ty. |
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Re: father!
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by Wachumiri on
Thursday, 20th May 2004 @ 05:57:30 PM AEST
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My heart hurts for you. May things work out.
Take care.
David |
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