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SORRINESSENTIAL (TORMENTALITY) SORE ACHING WORDS
Contributed by
Falkenbach
on
Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 09:38:14 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I want to say to all
How I see the World ,
Through the tears
Through my fear
The sensitive moved to tears understand me
I'm in search of the light on my way
On the bridge across the river of longing
My mistreated heart reposes
Upon a throne of black gems
It takes the wrong way through the sphere of sorrow
Look, there`s a rainbow shining in the sky
But I apprehend just dark hues of a dead lament
And it wets me, oh no !!!
I`m afraid like a deprived child
Like a sun-loving burgeon at night
Like an old boat tempest-tossed
Like a poor soul lost
I can see demons of demise coming over
They will bury my hopes
And veil them with displumed angel wings
I was sad with life
And the exility of dying is a paregoric cure for me
`cos here is my destiny
The heart behind dark clouds
Unseen, only guessed
All the time harassed by my dreams
Here is my destiny
With the life-and-death power
Black color for my mind
Too many tears for a day
Dolorous eyne of sorrow
Severely face me from the dead vast
As illimitable as the Space
And I ask what tomorrow doesn`t bring
So let me die when I always cry
Ill-fated, trampled and grieved
I think about my end to be happy
Dark Shade, show me your way, please!
"This is the way, short way to the distance
And the cause of languor`s gone
And I'm your shadow
Well, I`m just a touchin` story of your existence as well
I`m just a depressin` loneliness in the castle of autumn rains
I'm just a gloomy mournfulness
I'm just a day close before dusk
And I'll always be your tear red hot by languor, so suffer on!"
When I`m sorry and sad
I toss my little stony heart
Into the rough waves
Of my tormentality
My soul takes distress call
With rancour for the life
Thunderstruck from the blue
The pain in full blow
I can hear as the bells strike
Refraining from my tears
Thunderstruck from sombre sky
The pain in full blow
That's what I feel and I feel so much
The beads of emotion are reflected in my eyes
I bleed for my dreams and pay the boundless price
Give me just a little time to manage the control of mine
It's so hard to find the words
To express the state of my mind
I feel so much
Oh yeah, I feel so much
I just want to find the gate to content
And close the one to contempt
To pass through the one to the spring of water of life
All problems I tried to solve
Are reflecting in my heart now
I feel so much
Oh yeah, I feel so much
The shades of fear
Are reflecting in my eyes
I bleed for my "Why?"
And pay the unspeakable price
Life is the veriest wonderworker
However sometimes utterly vestured in black array
And there's no cure for sorrow in the World
I was born for pain !!
There are people of sorrow
And I am king of woe
Screaming my verses of exasperation
For the years spent in horror
My childhood is washed away by brine
All my child`s dreams were flooded by dark ruby night
I lost everything by my suffering
Look into my soul
Look into my dream
As far as your eyes can see
Sorrow ocean, bloody sea
Red rivers rushing up the stream
Penetration of wrath and nature
The wide of grief
Is often out of sight
I am defenceless but I am callous
I am afraid of myself
Who suckled my hate?
My hate is udderless because the hate is me
Temperature of my heart is subzero now
Not that it might not to be better to die
Oh, would my emotions be alive!
So forgive to retiring one!
Unearthly beauty before the eyes of mine
Gorgeous is all I see and feel
Dazzled by golden diamond of night sky
Lost in ruins of time and my will
But an emission of sadness fills the mind of mine
Like a blazing implement of doom
And the sidereal destiny of mine
Begins slowly loom
A crushing grief of deafening silence
In empire of sadness and melancholy frames of mind
Depicts gloomy seclusion of fear
Only with silent singing of birds of midnight
As a candidate for a march on through my dreamery
I'm wrapped by dusk on the black swans` wings
Looking for the brilliant throne of the Sun
In these rose orchards of oblivion
The minster of night with glittering eyes of the stars
Is the forgetful highbeauty
The ablaze torch of the Moon quells sorrow of mine and dolour
Not a living soul knows anything about nightveiled soul of mine
Desolated by all I go away forever
Wrapped by dusk I'm flying on the invisible swans` wings...
Copyright ©
Falkenbach
... [
2004-05-01 09:38:14]
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Re: SORRINESSENTIAL (TORMENTALITY) SORE ACHING WORDS
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by Jackee_line on
Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 09:51:23 AM AEST
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| Very strong write, well written. |
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Re: SORRINESSENTIAL (TORMENTALITY) SORE ACHING WORDS
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by Former_Member on
Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 09:52:35 AM AEST
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| excellent poem |
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