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It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
Contributed by
OMEGA_
on
Friday, 30th April 2004 @ 08:09:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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It seems that fate played the same dirty game with my poor heart again…
Suddenly without any reasons
And I have nothing to do with it.
Just surrendering
Hoping peace and freedom for my broken wounded heart…
But, I'm still wondering, still asking 'why?!'
'Why me?!'
'Why, She?!
When it's about 'She' So u shot me in a deadly area
How clever are u fate?!
You fed me anger and drank me the bitterness hate…
How clever you are to play your dirty twisted tricks using 'She' my Point of weakness…
And I'm still wondering, still asking 'why?!'
Why did 'she' ignite the fuse?!
Doesn't she know how badly it hurts and how much I may lose?!
Oh God, I can't take more of this abuse…
Doesn't she know how long it takes to have my heart ready for sucking rays of love once again?!
Doesn't she know how long it takes to wash away the dust over many years of hurts and pain?!
Over that frightened heart or over what still remains?!
Killing such a real deep innocent feeling never been easy as the way she thought
Burring such a cute whipping new born and taking away it’s life
never been easy while it’s pitilessly rising it’s hand asking for survive
Even if I could do that,
How long it will take to have another newborn?
How long it will take to have another real feeling?
Pulled out from all of those poisoned thorns…
Giving that immortal promise, being serious about this word of the longest four letters
It’s the hardest decision I might think about
Or say it out loud, screaming it and shout it out…
I wish you are real, I wish you are the one I always dreamed of, the only love the one I adore
The one whom my soul left my body searching for
Careless of getting lost
Ready for spending itself just for me and preparing for more…
It's not the same like anytime before
I swear I feel you so deep,
That's why I'm blaming my self on selling my heart many times in the past with a price that sounds very cheap..
I pity on my self
Oh I became so tired
I’m asking the mercy for a heart full of crawl stabs
Before I stop it my self and getting it fired
Now I became so complicated,
And you are my only hope
My last breath to break this painful spell that my miserable life created..
Only you where able to suck the death of me
Bringing me another shining life,
Only you were able to squeeze the life out of me
Giving me the hands of help appealing me to survive.
I won’t be that afraid anymore
I won't hide behind close doors
Even if those words were the lasts before my soul leave and soar…
I let my feeling explode like a rebel volcano
I left the words ran out of it's jail
And I'm alone worried and waiting
Dreaming of your kind reply and with the place we will sail…
All I need to fix my bleeding core
All I dream of as a cure
Is hugging you deep
Yea just hugging u deep
Cause only that is able to extent the volcano of my firing feelings forever…
Making my tears of joy burst like a crazy river…
I will never give up I'll do my best and I'll struggle just to be into your kind cuddle…
That Feeling takes me so high, so far and makes me feel rest
your pretty face, Your warm embrace appeal me to wash away the tantalizing pain over my poor chest…
You filled me with hope
You gave me many signs, you make so sure
You turned me to someone else that is better much more
You really changed me
Like the fire turn the ore…
You really made me happy for awhile
you gave me the courage to speak with no fear
you make me from joy speaking to the atmosphere…
“Don't use drugs, get high on hugs”
Those words you always advised me with, Didn’t you?
They ran to my ears like happy kids
carrying their toys with faces full of joy
I still hear those words repeating in my ears
Then silence took apart,
Darkness, bleeding and screaming starts
In a part of a second,
In front of my eyes
A long tape of a rosy dream, of a shining future was completely burning
And all is left were ashes of suffering and pain
And a sporadic sound of my shrinking fast-beating heart that you drove insane…
You were so close like no one ever reached,
You could've been number one,
When it's the end of the numbers.
You could've ruled my whole world,
If only you gave me the chance
You could've been my ever-lasting love,
You could've been my angel that God blessed me with from above…
If only you gave me the chance,
opening your heart for me just for once…
To teach you a word that for you it might be ordinary or maybe it’s out of your dictionary
A word calls “Romance”
I know that you are not happy for mentioning you here
But you know what you’ve done and you are not satisfied
And I’m sure that now you are fighting your fear
Cause every time I look into your eyes
Makes me sure it's real
I know you are trying to hide it
Trying to but that cold mask
Trying to freeze what you feel
With stony sharp words
You tried to wonder my ears
But after you read what I wrote for you here
It’s very obvious I can see it so clear
You don’t have to say that you loved me
Cause I can taste it in your tears
Now you are very far away from me
Having fun somewhere
Living your frozen life,
Giving the damn about anyone whom tries to care
And here I’m alone walking away
Lost and torn have no hope to stay
Running so mad into the road of nowhere…
Oh God, that's not fair…
Maybe someday you remember me
maybe today, maybe tomorrow or after a year
you might consider me as a bad memory
Or maybe you cry on losing me whispering “Oh Dear”
But for me life's counter stopped till I open my eyes once again
finding you near…
And till that day come I'll keep praying and asking for fair
Willing God to make you the one whom I'll forever will share…
Finally I won't say goodbye
Cause I'll always live on a hope of having a real chance
between you and I
Copyright ©
OMEGA_
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2004-04-30 20:09:39]
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by lil_angel on
Friday, 30th April 2004 @ 08:17:42 PM AEST
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| Good write...a bit long but wonderful job! |
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by Kie on
Friday, 30th April 2004 @ 08:39:54 PM AEST
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Very interesting.
Thank you for sharing this with us.
Kie |
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by Stitch on
Friday, 30th April 2004 @ 09:03:29 PM AEST
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It's like that. So hard to let go, maybe harder to hold on. Keep writing. It soothes the soul.
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by emystar on
Friday, 30th April 2004 @ 10:50:25 PM AEST
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Bet u feel better my friend, after gettting that all out. A vocano erupted inside, huh?
U did an aswesome job venting this one.
Good work, friend.
luv, huggs, faith, hope,
emy
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by Dawny on
Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 04:50:03 AM AEST
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Hi
I agree, its a bit long!!!
Very expressive and passionate
Love Dawny x |
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by JennyFruFru on
Saturday, 1st May 2004 @ 08:35:39 AM AEST
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| wow i commend you for writing such a long poem... and its filled with emotion and heartache... hopefully your prays will be answered... :) But remember God has a plan for all of us :) |
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Re: It's Traffic Jam, Can SHE Hear My Whisper?
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by Broken_Skin on
Sunday, 11th July 2004 @ 05:36:46 AM AEST
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This is heart breaking,
not only because its good but
its real..
You wrote an essay on this emotion
I admire you
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