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I don't want to grow up; i'd rather stay alive
Contributed by
rightwingbrknwing
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Monday, 26th April 2004 @ 03:19:52 PM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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Bring me back to a world with Mickey Mouse and a teddy bear when I didn’t matter and I did not care, living an oblivious life oblivious to heartache and strife. Speaking in a tongue that even I didn’t understand but it did not matter because I was amazed by my own ***** hand and its hard to compare what I’ve learned with myself tonight because I wouldn’t believe it if I said that there were nights I wished I was dead and acting on a wish that scared the ***** out of me before crying on an impulse that I could never ignore. I never knew I’d cry over the intangible dead and I never knew that I should not have believed the things my mother read to me when I was too short to see what life was holding, hovering above like a vulture waiting until I curl up in a ball, come full circle and start to crawl on my hands and knees with neither dignity or ease. I miss my ***** blanket and the logo it had wasn’t what mattered, having life lived until only the fence before the field having what is now reality shattered having all impureness yield to what you are and what you are is not ever effected by what is normality or the struggle for individuality only yourself never who you want to become which is only an insignificant sword in the battles that is depressing if won unsatisfying if lost but in this pointless war of imagery some will suffer any cost.
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Re: I don't want to grow up; i'd rather stay alive
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by lil_angel on
Monday, 26th April 2004 @ 03:21:37 PM AEST
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| Good write, good imagerys! |
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Re: I don't want to grow up; i'd rather stay alive
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by shelby on
Monday, 26th April 2004 @ 05:18:16 PM AEST
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I was thinking of Micky mouse today how did you know that?? This is so deep emotional and honest it flowed start to finish and I enjoyed each word.............
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