Cuicidal
Contributed by
2ndChance
on
Sunday, 25th April 2004 @ 06:15:53 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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They say you only do it,
if you have nothing left to give.
They say you only want it,
if your heart's been broken,
and can't bear to live.
They say you only need it,
if you've been molested by your dad.
They say you only feel it,
when your so happy that its sad.
They are wrong.
I seem to have everything,
family,
and friends.
and yes,
my heart's been broken,
but I've managed to make amends.
I've never been molested
(by my father anyway.)
and only in my dreams,
am I truely "happy" so to say.
And yet I find myself ponder,
the very meaning of life,
I sit alone for hours,
holding tight onto the knife.
Why do I want this?
Why can't it stop?
I see my body,
after pills, sway slowly,
and then drop.
The emotions,
make my want to die.
To afraid,
to numb to cry.
Am I really suicidal?
No, I guess I'm not.
I think that I am cuicidal,
with one bullet,
for one shot.
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2004-04-25 18:15:53] (Date/Time posted on
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