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alone
Contributed by
spider
on
Friday, 9th April 2004 @ 08:08:37 PM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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I wish I was dead
Then I get to thinking
How many people would be hurt
By yet another of my thoughtless actions
I'm left with none
I drove everyone away
I told myself they didn’t care
So I wouldn't hurt anymore
And now they don't
And somehow it hurts more
To know that I was never close to them
Because I didn’t want to be
Because I thought they would cause me pain
But now I realise
how they always tried to be there
even in my darkest times
they were by my side
when I yelled at them, blanked them
told them not to care
they always did
and so did I
it mattered to me that they were there
but I never admitted it
not even to myself
and now
I'm here alone
I thought I knew what it felt like
To be this alone
I thought I was
But now I feel the emptiness
The way the cold air wraps round my body
I never felt that before
I always new there was somewhere I could go
To make me feel warm again
Now there's nowhere
so im sorry
to me and to you
i owe my greatest apologies
so here they are
im sorry i pushed u away
im sorry you'll never have the chance to know me
as i will never have the chance to know you
goodbye
Copyright ©
spider
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2004-04-09 20:08:37] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: alone
(User Rating: 1 ) by MandiMay on
Friday, 9th April 2004 @ 08:25:23 PM AEST (User
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really good, thats happend to me |
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