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The End of My Show (beautiful part V)
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Friday, 2nd April 2004 @ 07:24:35 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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March 21st
The day my heart
Got burnt
Beautiful do you
Realize the hurt
Why won’t you call me
Why won’t you see me
I’m the one that’s hurt not you!!!
What’d I ever do to you
I tried to love you
The best I could
But you never loved me
I wish you would…
I let you know
That I’ll always be there
Why don’t you care…
Why don’t you love me the same way… Beautiful I don’t wanna
Live through the next day
What cha trying to do to me…
***** this cursed memory
What we had and the things we shared
I only wish My heart had been spared
All this pain and torment too
Look into my eyes and listen too
Beautiful It’s all because of you!!!
I tried to do everything right
My future never looked soo bright
For the first time
I tried to be a girls friend
Being sweet and nice
I’ll never do that again
Look what it got me
Listen this is what
This experience taught me
The joy lasts
A little longer
But the pain
It’s a whole lot stonger
For the first time
I valued a girl for what she was
A beautiful angel sent from above
More than a body and more than a face
My personal interaction with God’s grace More than a toy And more than a thing
Simply put my every thing
More than arm candy
More than a call away
Just to keep you handy
More than an object just to be used
More than anything I’m soo confused
My every dream
What’d I do… To make you turn away
What don’t I have that you could ever need Why not me this is my plea
Why’d we go through
What we did
Oh God…
How I long to joke and kid
But I can’t find the humor
Neither later nor sooner
Now probably never
For richer I’ll always be poorer
Alone all alone forever
Till death do us part
Whatever… Why’d you play with my heart… Beautiful You’re experiences teach you
And this is what you learned
You can’t trust anyone
That’s why I got burned
You’ve been hurt
That’s why I cared for you
Who would’ve ever thought
You could dish it too
Here’s my heart
Broken as it is
Put it on your shelf
As a trophy to yourself
Add it to your collection
Sooner or later
You’ll reach perfection
At the art
Of breaking hearts
Right or wrong
Your were my number one
I obviously wasn’t
That special to you
If I was…
These last few days
Why’d I have to make it through
Why’d we have what we had
Just to make me soo sad
And angry… More than just mad
The purpose of my life
A waste
A monument to my effort
Defaced
My position in your life
Replaced
I used to think
That there was a greater plan
Is it my fault
You can’t handle a true man
I don’t know why
Not even how
I regret every minute Up till now
Cause Wayne’s
Straight up going insane
People say you ain’t worth this
But Beautiful
Without you I’m worthless
That’s why I take this gun
Put it in my hand
Place it too my head
To prove that I’m a man
Do what ya gotta do
Just to make it through
All this time It was all about you
What about me…
Who would have ever thought
I have feelings too
You hurt me deep
But you’ll never know
Cause this is the end Of my show
The programs over
The script is through
Take this gun Pull the trigger
It’s all on you
Beautiful I had somebody
To love and to hold It was worth twice
It’s weight in gold
Everybody has somebody
The whole world …
Will have somebody
But me… I’ll never have nobody
Cause I’ve reached my end
***** these games
Between women and men
Oh God… how heartbroken
Over things
That might have been
I wish I didn’t think of you
Every now and then
The answer to my prayer
And my most dreaded fear
I only wish they both
Hadn’t brought me here
To this horrific night
Caused by
The best thing in my life
You’re the greatest and the worst
I love you but it hurts
Forever and a day…
Watch me as I walk away
Beautiful
Don’t take this the wrong way
I’m sorry
I said the things I say
I’m sorry
I just ruined your day
I took my stand
I’m a selfish man
I’m sorry
If you ever shed a tear
On my behalf
I wish I could take it back
I let my feelings
Get in the way
Of our relationship
I’m sorry
I cared
I’m sorry
I fell
I’m sorry
I loved
I’m sorry
I don’t wanna be
Another sad story
That you tell
I’m sorry If
I hurt you back
I’d die
Rather than do that
I’m sorry
If I caused some pain
Just forget me
I’m just Wayne I’m sorry
For the things I do
Beautiful
It’s all because I love you
© Wayne Wende
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-04-02 19:24:35] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: The End of My Show (beautiful part V)
(User Rating: 1 ) by holderofthestone on
Tuesday, 25th May 2004 @ 03:24:01 AM AEST (User
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very nice man!! great poem really enjoyed reading. hadnt read previous versions but this one rocks |
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