Faint
Contributed by
TwEeK
on
Sunday, 28th March 2004 @ 12:38:37 PM in AEST
Topic:
LoveRemembered
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Laughing aloud,
At nothing at all,
Someone help me,
Save me from myself,
Rolling with laughter,
It's getting harder to breathe,
People staring,
Gathering round my in a circle,
What the you staring at,
Is there something wrong,
I shut my eyes tight and cry,
Someone pokes me,
I don't say a word,
Just curl up into a ball,
And shiver till they leave,
They'll never leave,
Stop stareing,
I feel your eyes,
They're burning through my skin,
I scream out in pain,
I'm okay,
No ones hurting me,
But scream i will,
Sobbing and bleeding from the inside,
Then I open my eyes,
See all the bewildered faces,
I stand up willingly,
And mutter dangerous words,
Burst out in pain,
Screaming with fury,
I run away,
From everything about this place,
I always run,
This time I stop,
A bridge,
Climb up over the railing,
The rapid waters splash below,
Trying to grab my feet,
To pull me in,
I smile,
Laughter fill's the quiet morning,
To the clouded sky,
And to below,
I now am scared,
Gasping for air,
My final breath i take,
As I slip into the water below,
My eyes closed at the horrific sight,
Hit hard with the icy water,
I slowly frezze and die,
Numb to everything,
To the feel of death draging me under,
I hear someone,
Crying out my name,
So clear and peirced with sadness,
I hear a rushing,
Something hits my side,
No it can't be,
It's my time not yours,
Turn back time,
Stay on earth,
No one can join me,
Why'd you go,
You had no reason,
I had one,
My life was torture,
Endless pain,
To much regret,
What a stupid reason,
The love for one other,
Why die over me,
I'm wretched,
I don't deserve to live,
But you do,
I open my eyes,
See your lifeless body next to mine,
I wont let you go,
Pull you up with my last bit of strength,
Out of the water and on to the shore,
Breathe life back into you,
Call for help,
It begin's to rain,
A warm rain,
Unthawing both our bodies,
Your eyes begin to open,
Cough up all the water,
My love for you returns,
I faint dead away,
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TwEeK
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2004-03-28 12:38:37] (Date/Time posted on
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