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To Whom It May Concern
Contributed by
perfection
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Wednesday, 24th March 2004 @ 10:51:36 PM in AEST
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To Whom It May Concern:
I am sorry for all the pain I have caused everyone, you know I hate to lie. If you are reading this I must be dead, all because of my ED. Ever since February 2003 I have been Ana, and also I have been crying myself to sleep. I can't believe that I ruined my life because of my ED!! I really did not want to die, I just wanted to be skinny and achieve my goal. I guess, though, if you are reading this I have failed life, because I never, ever wanted to die. I started being mia around January 2004.
-Mom and Dad-Remember all of those times I would go into the kitchen, sometimes get food and sometimes not, that was all to hide my ED.
I am very, very much living my life for the ED, and despite everything I don’t want to stop. At the time of writing this, February 24, 2004, I weigh 100lbs, I’m 5”1’, my BMI is 18.something, and I am only allowed 500 calories a day at the max. I can only go up to 500 if I exercise for at least 3 hours though. If I don’t do the exercise, or if I don’t purge, then I can only have 250 calories a day.
My life is a living hell, and no one even knows. I love all of you. Bye.
Sarah Marie Bumgardner
(November 4, 1988- )
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Re: To Whom It May Concern
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by SkYYBLu on
Wednesday, 24th March 2004 @ 11:14:14 PM AEST
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Life is such a great gift...don't throw it away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love makes it all worth it...
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Re: To Whom It May Concern
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by Dralion on
Wednesday, 24th March 2004 @ 11:35:45 PM AEST
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I don't know who you are, but you must be worth something to post here.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU DIE!
Here are some links to help you:
- Caring Online [caringonline.com]
- FED-UP [www.geocities.com]
- SCaRED [www.eating-disorder.org]
You have a lifetime ahead of you! Please click on the sites, and remember
Don't give up, don't ever give up
Jim Valvano
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