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Please Stop Caring!
Contributed by
WorthlesSanity666
on
Thursday, 18th March 2004 @ 01:17:33 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I wish you wouldn’t care
half as much as
you do.
It tears me up inside.
I feel so guilty,
causing you all this pain.
I was only trying to
save you from me,
but I only made it worse…
I see you crying when
I close my eyes,
I hear your screaming
in my head.
I know you’re sad
I tried to do this,
but I only wanted to
make you happy.
I’m sorry I cause you
so much pain,
but your sadness
over me doesn’t make me
feel loved,
It makes me feel like I’m a
burden.
All the people asking me if
I’m okay.
Take a ****ing look at me!!!
What do you think?!
Please stop talking to me.
Stop acting like I’m crazy,
I promise I won’t
do it any more.
I just want you to
trust me alone.
Maybe if I end my life,
I won’t have to
feel the red hot guilt
any more.
I know that’s the reason
you want to send me away,
the reason you want me to
talk to people,
but why can’t you see that
if you leave me alone,
and stop worrying so much,
that I can deal with this on my own?
It was just a fluke.
Life seems so unreal now.
I don’t know what to feel.
Yet people ask me
to tell them anyways.
I just need time to heal.
The way you
try to smother me
Is only
driving me away.
I’ll get so far,
I’ll hurt myself,
and bleed everything away.
Copyright ©
WorthlesSanity666
... [
2004-03-18 13:17:33] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Please Stop Caring!
(User Rating: 1 ) by Kellros on
Thursday, 18th March 2004 @ 01:40:43 PM AEST (User
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Forsaktrok... Nice poem, enthusiastic and stuff...
well all of us hurt by the way... |
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Re: Please Stop Caring!
(User Rating: 1 ) by emptythoughts on
Thursday, 18th March 2004 @ 01:54:29 PM AEST (User
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wow...that is exactly how i feel...i never really knew how 2 define it...thank u so much 4 such a wonderfully written poem |
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Re: Please Stop Caring!
(User Rating: 1 ) by kidpoet_213 on
Thursday, 18th March 2004 @ 04:23:24 PM AEST (User
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Sorry that I care so much... it's just that I've been there and done that... I know the pain... the guilt... the shame... I just can't stand by and watch a person die... whether... I know them o not...
Hey great poem... u expressed ur feelings very well...
~Donna~ |
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Re: Please Stop Caring!
(User Rating: 1 ) by jLo on
Saturday, 20th March 2004 @ 06:13:26 PM AEST (User
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i know you may not want me to care ...but i do. i may not know you but i can't stand to watch another person take there life away.i felt like that in the pat and i figured out its more better when you let someone care.....very well written
jLo :} |
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Re: Please Stop Caring!
(User Rating: 1 ) by WalkingWithDeath on
Wednesday, 14th July 2004 @ 10:16:31 PM AEST (User
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I can relate to this very much. People often tell me (well not really people, my bf) that i dont want to be happy and i like being sad. They talk as if they know exactly what you feel. But they can never know, nor would i wish for anyone i love to feel like this. Sometimes a person gets to the piont where they would do anything to make the pain go away.They try to force it out of us, doing us more harm than good. |
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