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You'll Never Know (Beautiful part 2)
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
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Wednesday, 10th March 2004 @ 06:18:08 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Beautiful
Why was I cursed?
With this skill
To know how to write
And explain how I feel
Cursed with a gift
To reveal the depth of my soul
On this very night
I loved You
To bad you’ll know
How many nights
I stayed up dreaming of you
Beautiful
Wait… be quiet
Hear that… bump bump bump bump
Its my heart beating for you
Crash… that’s my heartbreak
Another challenge
I don’t know how to take
So many tears escaped these eyes
For you… Beautiful
One question I gotta ask... why?
I loved you
But I guess you’ll never know
Cause Shakespeare could never fathom
A more horrendous tragedy
A fool crushed by love that will never be
That’s me
Scene two
A lover losing the best thing she never had
Guess what
That’s you…
Poe could never feel
The torments of my soul
I loved you Beautiful
But now you’ll never know
Cause Charles Dickens
Couldn’t find the words
To explain this journey
Watch as the plot thickens
You were depressed and you needed me
I fell in love but your not luven me
Beautiful
Deceived all along you were using me
Genuine, naw you were teasing me
If you only knew
But you already do
And you already did
I loved you
But now you’ll never know
Cause I can’t save myself
Hurt beyond anyone’s help
Why was I delivered
Into your clutch
Why does my heart
Always care soo much
Do you get cheap thrills
From seeing me so torn apart
I loved you
But you’ll never know
How could I feel true love like that
And wait and wait
But never feel it back
Homer could never write
The Odyssey of my life
Only Job can feel
The pain of my strife
Abandoned all alone
Useless livin
I loved you
But now you’ll never know
That I’m so empty
Without you… Beautiful
That I’ll never be filled
Even through endless givin
I opened up and gave you
A portrait of my heart
You took it, laughed
And tore it all apart
Do you realize
The emotions that swamp my mind
Every time I look at you
Beautiful
And stare into your eyes
How does a glimpse
Of your smile
Bring such intense
Pleasure and Pain
Wincing in joy
Every time you say my name
Sentenced to a prison cell
For the chances I’ve blown
Life’s a living hell
When your in love all alone
Its my destiny…
Cursed 21 times
For the life I’ve lived
21 times I tried to fix my mistake
22 times I fell into heartbreak
Beautiful
I loved you
But you’ll never know
Why do I feel like this
Betrayed… but I didn’t even win a kiss
Played… and we didn’t even date a day
Why
Because I’m totally different
From anything you ever saw yourself with
Because I didn’t live up to the classic
Prince charming myth
Because I didn’t treat you like the other guys
Because I didn’t betray your trust or lie
Do I need to list some more
Or just stop this emotional outpour
I loved you
Beautiful
But I guess you’ll never know
Cause Tolkien couldn’t imagine
A more perfect heartbreak
And Chaucer couldn’t rhyme
Enough lines to piece together
The thoughts of my mind
That are immersed in you
Beautiful
I loved you
But you’ll never know
Cause Browning couldn’t count the ways
More complex than 1,2…
I’d have to describe every aspect of you
Not even Twain could embellish the facts
Stevenson couldn’t describe what this story lacks
The perfect tragedy
I wish I could watch
But I’m stuck inside
This inferno of a box
From the outside looking in
It seems like a play
From the inside looking out
It’s a mocking display
Of my life and the terror
I go through
And Beautiful
Its all because of you
Cause I loved you
But you’ll never know
WAYNE WENDE ©
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-03-10 18:18:08] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: You'll Never Know (Beautiful part 2)
(User Rating: 1 ) by gery_giggles on
Wednesday, 10th March 2004 @ 06:40:01 PM AEST (User
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i like^_^....i like the series of poems u have for this sad time....lve is cruel..it'll hold you so close but scar you for life....
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Re: You'll Never Know (Beautiful part 2)
(User Rating: 1 ) by harshreality on
Wednesday, 10th March 2004 @ 08:33:20 PM AEST (User
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This was really good and so creative. You have talent. Hang in there (coming from someone who knows how hard that can be.) I hope things work out for you.
*Always hope and believe in your dreams, it helps you to cope with the trivial things* |
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