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Father
Contributed by
lildrama04
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Tuesday, 9th March 2004 @ 12:43:48 PM in AEST
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Dear Father,
Can you please answer me why did you send this person to me. Why did they have to want to kill themselves. I never wanted to be able to understand all these people suicidal thoughts. It just happened. Why can't for one day I let go of what I'm holding onto inside and let it out. I never wanted to be the way that I am. I wish that I could be normal for one day. I know that I haven’t been a very good Christian at all but I have really tried to talk to this person and it doesn’t seem like I’m getting through to them at all. Why did you have to choose me to handle a person like this? I wish just for once in my last people will be able to help me and not want to send me to a mental unit just because I’m depressed. I have a friend and I know that you are watching over her right now and I want her to crying cutting herself. I don’t want to lost another person that I really care about. Now I know that at a point in my life I have everything to lose if I lose my faith in you and I really don’t want to lose my faith in you at all. You know what sometimes when I’m alone by myself I think why am I really here why did you want to put me on a planet where I would just end up hating my life for betraying you. I never wanted to betray you in every way that was possible. I can’t believe that someone like me would be put on this earth just to live a life with a family that doesn’t love me at all. I never really understood why people would treat me the way that they did. I just thought hey what’s wrong with me I shouldn’t be thinking like this. And then yesterday you send me a person who wants to kill themselves for the same reason that I did. I never really understood what was really going on in my life and I was always skipping school you know that because you can see everything that I do. The one thing that I really miss about being able to have someone there for me when I was really could talk to them and they would understand. Please father will you please send me some guidance from above just like it says in the song.
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Re: Father
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by LornyaNarFuinenya on
Tuesday, 9th March 2004 @ 01:23:53 PM AEST
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| well, even though I do not know you I have felt what you have, I am here for you, you can pm me anytime allright hun..I thought it was avery good write, keep it up ;) god bless |
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Re: Father
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by Putteragain on
Tuesday, 9th March 2004 @ 02:09:02 PM AEST
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he gave you that person because you survived the same feelings and you have something to give that person ...HOPE so stay strong and God Bless
pm me anytime
great way to express your emotions
michelle |
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