The sky above, it means we're lost,
We ran right out of time,
Because of you,
I've ended up hurt,
It's all your fault, not mine.
I wasn't concerned of what was outside,
The trees, the sun, the clouds, whatever,
As long as we could've stayed together.
But you heard voices from inside,
And followed them far,
A confession of depression,
That's what you are.
My tears drip slowly,
Through cracks in the floor,
I don't even think I can take this anymore.
The evening sleeps inside my soul,
I'm worried I might not make it through,
I fall apart before your eyes,
It's what you meant to do.
Your love was all just counterfeit,
You hammered nails into my heart,
Gradually, they keep killing me.
They continue to rust while I fall apart.
I can't breathe when I think of you,
And all the horrid things you do.
You drove me nearly crazy,
This made you smile with glee,
It WAS a love to die for,
At least it was for me.
But I've slowly learned to hate you,
I'll erase you away like you've done to me,
All we had was a one-way love,
But all the love, it came from me.
I can't categorize this sickness,
It just can't be explained,
But I know the one who caused it,
You're the one to blame.
But now, I've gotten even,
With my memory,
With the one's of you,
And the one's of me.
Sadly, you're my lost and found,
But I regret ever finding you,
I think of all the pain,
That you've ever put me through.
I gave you my soul,
And you hid it up your sleeve,
Was that your fool-proof plan for me?
You've been getting out of hand,
Since you let go of mine,
I never hide anything,
Except what's inside.
You've left an internal stain inside my heart,
One that can't be cleaned,
You were the one, the greatest for me,
Or so it had seemed.
But I hated the way you'd shrug me off,
Just like a bug, or like a flea,
I hope you soon enjoy your days,
The day's you'll have, without me.
I can't forget the knots that have tied inside of me,
My whole aspect was wrong of you,
And now I finally see.
I tripped over myself when I ran from you,
And all those crazy things you do.
I was hypnotized by my surroundings,
But now I finally see,
We were meant to be apart,
I realize how bad you were to me.
I was your UN-loved victim,
But I have gotten out,
No more "stupid girlfriend"
For you to complain about.
Everything you've done,
And everything you do,
Will surely come around,
And someday in future,
You'll get back what you gave to me,
Your heart too will be in the ground.
I'm leaving you now,
I'm out the door,
I can't handle you anymore.
I don't want to be your enemy,
But I don't want to be your girl,
You used to be my baby,
My love, my life, my world.
Now I'm leaving this place.
Goodbye.
Tonight is a wonderful night to die.
Hurting my emotion was your game,
So I'm giving you your prize,
You can watch me kill myself,
You can supervise.
You can play in my blood,
When I slit my throat,
You did this to me,
Go ahead and gloat.
So this is goodbye,
This is my time,
You go your way, and I'll go mine..
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2004-02-28 03:25:25]
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