Loosened View - I See Now
Contributed by
Asatru
on
Friday, 20th February 2004 @ 05:45:15 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I am running from you now,
Can you still see me?
Flying through the ocean of your dream,
Trying to hide from you,
To get away from you,
I only wanted one single word,
Now I can’t even get a goodbye,
Drowning in the clouds right now,
I drown myself over you,
For the love for you,
And the hate I receive,
The hate of my passion for your beauty,
The hate of my passion for your mind,
My company,
My coldness,
My sympathy,
My LOVE,
It’s all there,
But it’s all mine,
And you don’t share it,
It’s all there in spite of me,
Just sitting on the rooftop of my brain,
Just to laugh at me,
Sitting with that stupid blinded angel,
Not caring what it is,
Or what Cupid’s done,
Just loving the fact,
That only I got my arrow,
And right now,
Now in this dream world of an abyssal clouds,
There is nothing left in it for me,
But just Cupid and laughing creature called love,
And we all know love exists,
Because we all hate someone,
Or something,
And you cannot hate without love,
You cannot love without hate,
So I hate you right now,
With all the love in my heart,
But of course you just oppose me,
And cast me aside and overboard,
Off and into the clouds,
Sinking deep into their depths,
Now I drown,
And die with that losing lost view I had of you,
Because I see you now,
See you all too perfectly now,
And you just wanted the boat,
But not the captain,
Of course none of this matter in a month,
Though this happened a year ago,
And no one knows,
The fact being that it was this nothing that tore me apart,
Tore us apart,
And now all we have in the place of this nothing,
Is more nothing,
Because nothing was ever there,
And now nothing is still there,
But nothing and nothing is more nothing so we have nothing,
And never did have anything,
So why bother to hold my breath now,
Because in a moment it will all add up to nothing,
Not like I can breathe again,
Even if I were to get up,
There would be nothing,
And I would only starve,
Starve on the fact that I need something,
I want something to be there,
And all there is,
Is this nothing,
This nothing that appears so it must be something,
I guess nothing is nothing and something is something so nothing must be something to even be there in the first place,
So of course everything is wrapped around nothing and or something,
So everything you’ve ever known is nothing,
Or something,
But now it’s back to my loosened view because it is something,
And I just realized it’s not nothing,
Because all I did was hit a rock,
Something,
That of course was nothing,
So I do not have a hole in my ship,
And only one in my head,
So I can still come to you as my head sinks into these clouded ocean ways,
Watching the monkeys with fins fly into my brain,
In and out and in and out and,
Why am I talking about monkeys,
It’s not like anyone likes fish anyways,
These fish in this sea with their wings are driving me mad,
Btu still,
Back to my lost view,
And I come towards you even faster,
And faster still,
Until there is no speed and it does not exist anymore.
But nothing is something,
And nothing is something,
So speed does exist,
Because it does not exist,
And the fact is that I will always be running to you,
And I will never be running to you,
Because the light around you,
The beauty of you,
And your beauty is too bright,
To be here now,
Because it blinds me,
So I cannot see you now,
Too close to give into you now though,
So a grope and feel around,
Perverting the sand,
Moving closer and closer,
To the bottom of the sky,
Drowning more and more,
Sinking,
Swimming no,
Closer and closer to you,
The light,
So bright,
Let’s go for hours,
Pages upon pages of our fantasy world,
Walk on the blue grass and look up at the green sea,
See all I’ve created for you,
I’m my perfect dream world,
This dream of a world,
Where everything is nothing,
Something is nothing,
Nothing is anything,
And it is all just nothing,
But of course,
It is still something,
And everything,
Because everything is something,
Something,
Everything,
Nothing,
Anything,
All of it,
None of it,
Half full,
Or half empty,
Or is it just half?
Half is a good answer,
But of course,
It’s still nothing,
Because it is everything,
And loosing my grip,
Is all I can think about now,
Even if this world is only half of one,
Because I can’t create a full thing for you,
But I can still see you,
Through my lens,
Because it still exists,
Whether or not this is a dream,
No one knows expect the multicolored-winged-hippos,
And the grey-leather-parrots,
And my hands are just blue,
Because now the blood has settled,
And there is no more in me,
To grasp this lens,
But I die with your picture,
In my foot,
And a tear in my hair,
Because I let out a breath,
But it’s ok,
Don’t worry about me,
Just know that I guess nothing is nothing and something is something so nothing must be something too,
And that anything is anything and everything is everything so anything is everything because it’s all that matters at the time,
So cherish the breath you breath,
The food eat,
The water you drink,
And the people in your life,
Because they are nothing,
And that is all that matters.
Copyright ©
Asatru
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2004-02-20 17:45:15]
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