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Forget Me
Contributed by
bluoreo
on
Sunday, 15th February 2004 @ 03:50:24 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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Not knowing how to feel
Head aches
Eyes poor
The world spins
Not knowing what to think
Thinking too much
They won’t understand how I feel
They hate to think of it
Why are they doing this to me?
Their own son
Their own flesh
Their own blood
They don’t care
They’re making no since
They can’t justify it
What will I do without them?
What can I do?
They were there my whole life
Now it’s over
Done
Finished
I cannot pass go and collect
They love me
They care for me
What a lie
What a hoax
“I can’t see you anymore”, they say
How does that make me feel?
I’m shaking
My words are scribbled onto this page
I tried to prepare myself
But I couldn’t
Someone can’t prepare for something like this
Something this great
Something so hurtful
My future is ruined
I have no place to go
No family
No home
No name
They don’t care
One down
Three to go
What am I to do?
I love them so much
I would do anything for them
They will do nothing for me
They won’t even try
I cannot make amends
It’s too late
They have made their decision
The decision that is based on their personal feelings
And is not based on what is right
Fair
Just
True
Worthy
“We can write to each other”, she says
Am I in jail?
I want to see you
I want to hug you
I want a relationship
They don’t want that with me
They want nothing to do with me
How is it that easy for them?
Why can’t they care?
I want to leave right now
I want to go somewhere
Anywhere
Far away from them
Their lies
Their false accusations
Their “tough love”
I can’t function
Tears flood this page
I need to calm down
Clear my head
I can’t
This is too much for me to take
I’m fragile
This will break me
Nothing is going to be the same
Everything is going to change
I will have to adapt
I don’t want to
I shouldn’t have to
It is too difficult
Make it stop
Press rewind
Delete
Backspace
Wake me up from this nightmare they call life
I can do nothing
I’m helpless and useless
What good am I?
I want to scream and yell
End this pain
End this suffering
Kill it
Kill it now
I cannot do this alone
This is not rational
This is too much to bear
They left me alone
Naked
Destitute
Poor
What do they expect me to do?
I need them in my life
I need their presence
Their company
Their advice
Their love
I feel cold and empty
I feel like dying
I have to be stronger
Get me the hell out of here
The end
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2004-02-15 03:50:24] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Forget Me
(User Rating: 1 ) by Kie on
Sunday, 15th February 2004 @ 12:27:20 PM AEST (User
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So much pain, my heart goes out to you. Kie |
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