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Why?
Contributed by
sapphire2589
on
Saturday, 14th February 2004 @ 02:07:45 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I killed myself last night,i just wanted it to end,so i took a bottle of pills,
hoping it would kill me.I sat there with a smirk on my face thinking how
wonderful it would be,to finally be in heaven and all the pain and sorrow
to have gone.I.I sat there thinking how I would be leaving all the things i had ever known
and how great it would be.I suddnely got scared and as i thoguht of all the things in life i would miss.
I would never go to college,get married ot have a baby.I would never be able
to watch the sunset,i would never be able to travel to all the places i wanted to.
I would never be able to see the rain,or feel the snow.
I would never be able to become a famous writer like i had wanted too.I
looked around the room and saw a picture of my family and i realized that i
would miss them.I suddenly didnt want to die,i wanted to live,to grow up and
have a job and a family.There was so much that i wanted to do,
sixteen years wasnt enough time to live,there was so much i could still do
,i went to the bathroom and tried to throw up the pills,i couldnt,i called 911 ,
i sat on the couch and tried to keep my eyes open,i didnt want to die.Suddnely
everything went black,and i was here.Its not heaven and if it is its not like i thoguht
it would be.it's cold and dark here and im lonely.i didnt want to die,i wanted
to live,i dont know why i took those pills,i really had so much to live for,
now im stuck here in this place for eternity wondering"why"?
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2004-02-14 14:07:45] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Why?
(User Rating: 1 ) by arden on
Saturday, 14th February 2004 @ 02:16:45 PM AEST (User
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Wow, powerful write, yet sad. very good
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Re: Why?
(User Rating: 1 ) by Crash on
Tuesday, 17th February 2004 @ 11:02:16 AM AEST (User
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dark, twisted, i love it! |
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