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Going Insane
Contributed by
waos
on
Thursday, 5th February 2004 @ 12:10:24 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I think that I give up.
I don't want to do it anymore.
It's just a waste of time.
It's just such a waste of time.
People can't change it,
they just make it worse.
People can't help it,
that they're my curse.
I am digging for the pain,
trying to cut it out of me,
remove it again and again.
Cause it's eating me alive, you see?
Why is it like this inside?
How did I get this way?
When did it find me here,
and why can't I push it away?
My feelings exhumed,
dug up and paraded past.
I thought that I was safe,
I thought my control would last.
It's stain is upon so much,
and I can't make it go away.
It's been falling for so long,
and I wish it would go away.
When did the courage to phone you
walk away without a second glance?
When did my courage to face tomorrow
disappear without a trace?
I wish I had the will power,
to cut off this life giving breath.
I wish that I had the selfishness
to bring on my death.
And I think I'm giving up,
and I can't get this out of me.
It's attacking me, pursuing me forever,
and it will never let me be!
I need to get away,
stand up and flee from this awful pain.
I need to get away,
but I've hit the same brick wall again.
I can't take back the past,
I can't remove what I've been through,
I can't take back the pain,
and I don't know what to do.
Just let me go,
Just let me go.
Just let me go.
Just let me go.
Just let me go.
I can't stay here anymore.
Just let me go.
I don't want to be here anymore.
Please
just
let
me
go.
I can't do it.
It's too much,
just let me go
I can't do it.
It's just too much.
12:12.
AM.
Make it go away.
Make tomorrow go away.
Make my innumberable
unerasable yesterdays
and tomorrows go away.
It's hurting.
And I can't stop it.
It's breaking,
and there's nothing to stop it
from breaking.
Copyright ©
waos
... [
2004-02-05 00:10:24] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Going Insane
(User Rating: 1 ) by slayer_015 on
Thursday, 5th February 2004 @ 12:17:31 AM AEST (User
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The best poetry is emotional poetry and you have captured your emotions on screen for all of us to view.Hope it helped you express your pain.Life is full of pain at times,but remember no pain lasts forever,but it hurts when it's here.Just hang in there. |
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