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Trapped
Contributed by
remi
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Friday, 30th January 2004 @ 12:48:52 PM in AEST
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TRAPPED
Dec 14,03
3pm
Why am I trapped what have I done In my past life to get payback of a life I have now was I that bad or that evil that life punish me now why can't I feel afraid to let people in why do I hate men's or why can't I trust them
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
Why am I in a cold hearted world why am I everymen victim why is it so hard for any man to love me include my father, why don't their want me why can't they desire me why can't I be pretty enough for them why was I born so ugly
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
Why am I here In this life of time why am I in this house In this body why am I so tire what is happiness why can't I have it when do I get to see it would I even notice it
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is love why can't I see or even know when it near why can't I feel it drown in it when will I get to have it, sick and tire of it I just want to get up and run I want to do it now I want to get up and leave I'm on the verge of dying if I had money I would leave then and never look back to have 5 years of peace from them
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is freedom why can't I have it when do I experience it when do it get how does it feel I bet it feel good to have it, people must love it Al must love it how can I hate him for haven't it wasn't my fault they pick between us he got more affection & love. It got to be lovely to have your own life with no one holding u down.
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is hope why can't I believe in it why don't I have my own don't I believe, why do I question it everyday. Why do I hate it Why do I think it don't exist why do I ask for it everyday
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is courage what happened to mine why did I lose it so long ago how did I" let it slip so quickly how in hell do I get it back where do I go within myself to find it, what must I do to get ready to get it back why was it taken away from me in the first place
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is power why can't I have enough change my life to save my life why days and nite I feel so powerless why am I so wreak when it comes to them what the hell happened to me how do a person become so powerless most of all how do I become so.
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is hate how did I become so fill with it do I push out at other people why do I hate all men's instead of the one that hurt me why do I hate the meaning of beautiful girls like it they fault that they have the faces they have and it my fault the faces that I have
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is happiest what the hell happened to me where in hell can I find mine why is everyone around me happy I can't understand it wondering everyday why they have it and I'm denied it
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is darkest why can't I find my light who blew out my candle who closed the doors and turn out the lights where my sun where is the moon that suppose to come out at the darkest who my moon who my sun why is everything so black
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is rage I'm feel with so much that I hate everyone In my path why do I blame everyone else, that my heart hurt that I can't breath that I be walking the street, I become wreak hate the feeling want to cry and my heart rate speed up my whole body shaking I lose it anywhere and at anybody
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is tears why do I have them in my sleep why do my body tell me to every single day why do I feel ashamed when I want to cry why do I hate so many tears why why do I feel like a lake why do I feel like a toxic ocean
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is beauty why don't I feel beautiful why can't I love myself why can't anyone called me beautiful why can't I except my face and my body
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is sanity I'm losing my mind I can't find the girl when I look in the mirror or why do I keep screaming why do I keep fighting on no one keepin score I'm losing the battle and I can't win the war, The war is bigger then me I can't stop the tears from falling I don't know where I'm at In hell a place mask as a home but hell is behind closed doors the Satan can be my parents he can be anybody the ink is running out my pen
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What is life is mine worth fighting for is it worth keeping do we try to save it what does it mean can it be heal what do I have to show for it what the important of 21 years on this earth
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
What the curve for my pain, my everything, my everything why is the antidote so hard to find why is love, freedom, peace, family, freinds, a strong enough medicine
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
get me out of this emotional prison I'm not guilty I'm innocent
What is God does he listen to everything I know he here but how do I look for his help Is he giving it can he reach me
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
Where the key to my cage Where is my keeper of my life and soul
I'm trapped
I'm trapped
Copyright ©
remi
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2004-01-30 12:48:52] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Trapped
(User Rating: 1 ) by arden on
Thursday, 15th April 2004 @ 10:44:51 AM AEST (User
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strong write. i really liked this. well done keep it up.
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Re: Trapped
(User Rating: 1 ) by PRECIOUSBECKY on
Friday, 14th May 2004 @ 01:27:06 PM AEST (User
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OH MISS REMI
YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE TO TELL YOU YOU BEAUTIFUL - TO BE BEAUTIFUL-
YOU JUST ARE AND BABY GIRL YOU GOT A LONG WAY TO GO - GOD MADE YOU HOW HE MADE YOU AND EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHY- HE DOES AND ONE DAY HE'LL LET YOU IN ON HIS SECRET-
YOU NEED TO RETHINK WHAT BEAUTY IS-
IT IS NOT ONLY SKIN DEEP-AND THE BEST WAY TO RECIEVE LOVE- IS TO GIVE IT-AND THE ONLY WAY TO GIVE IT-IS IF YOU CARRY IT INSIDE-
ANYONE WHO CAN WRITE WITH SUCH PASSION IS SURE TO BE LOVED- IF NOT TODAY THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW- AND JUST SO YOU KNOW- I THINK YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL- HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER
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