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I Really Do Care
Contributed by
hopelesslydevoted
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Friday, 30th January 2004 @ 01:32:07 AM in AEST
Topic:
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I would do whatever it takes to bring it all back.
The sleepovers, the late night phone calls, the "hey u" 's and "I miss u" 's.
What we had was special, whether you believe it or not.
I miss it all, I miss it a lot.
I can't believe the feelings for you that grew so quickly deep inside,
And little did I know, the same feelings were there for me, which for some reason you did anything to hide.
You may be right, I didn't understand you.
But I do now and I'm willing to do all it takes,
To have you back and forget our mistakes.
We had so much fun together without any fights.
And now I'm trying my hardest to avoid these lonely sleepless nights.
You used to tell me how opening up to people for you was difficult,
And I told you how I'd always be there for you when times were hard.
It's really funny how we met, and since that day everything we shared I could never forget.
Lovers to friends to much more than that.
We became so close, it felt so good.
Everything went the way it should.
I miss all the movies we used to watch
And the times you came to visit me at school.
I know it was far and the srgument to get you to come lasted more than a day,
But you did.
That should have told me something right away.
Where ever I look I'm reminded of you.
From Jettas to motorcycles.
From cops to clubs.
From Biggie to Tupac.
I can't help but think of you, it's so hard to not.
The way you used to look at me would make me tingle deep down.
We shared the weirdest sense of humor,
but never caused a frown.
We were always laughing whether we were hanging out or on the phone,
When we together, I never felt alone.
You shared some information with me that I thought I'd never hear,
The night at school when you told me my main goal was to erase all your fear.
You wanted to drive home, but it was too late and you were too tired.
I asked you to stay, and after a lot of convincing you agreed.
We walked from your car to my bed where we laid together and you kissed my head,
and I thanked you for listening to me and staying over.
You soon fell asleep, but it was hard for me to do.
Because this unexplainable feeling ran through me everytime I looked up at you.
And when I took a glance to see if you were asleep, you would open your eyes just a little, look down at me and kiss me again.
Then I thought to myself "I wish this night would never end."
Lying in your arms, I finally fell asleep.
We weren't alone anymore, with already so many feelings in our hearts to keep.
It was amazing, what I was feeling as I laid by your side.
So protected, so safe, with nothing to hide.
Little by little you would open up to me.
But unfortunately I was to blinded to see.
The question of you caring would sometimes cross my mind.
And now I know the truth, praying that you'll one day again let me find..
Us lying next to each other, laughing and fooling around.
Or even just sleeping with one another without a single sound.
I'm not sure if you knew how hard I fell for you.
But after reading this, I hope you do.
I know you used to think I was crazy for admitting these serious feelings, but now I feel it may have been a cover because you didn't feel like dealing.
You may have been scared and not used to someone caring this much.
Love is one thing that cannot be controlled,
And in order to experience it you must be brave and bold.
When and if we're together again,
Please don't hold back.
I know that deep down inside there is a part of your heart that isn't black.
I miss spending time with you, alone or with your friends,
I miss calling you "my monkey" and being able to pray that we won't end.
But I'm not able to pray for that anymore,
'Cuz our togetherness we lack.
But I guess I can do my hoping and wishing that you'll someday take me back.
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2004-01-30 01:32:07]
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Re: I Really Do Care
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by monica109 on
Friday, 30th January 2004 @ 03:05:37 AM AEST
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| truer rhymes were never rhymed, thanks for helping explain my love for my Anthony (who doesn't love me) lol ( or is "hiding" it) |
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