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Pain inside
Contributed by
subnet_spider
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Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 02:58:08 AM in AEST
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Look at me, what do you see?
Normal person, you're like me..
Everything looks pretty calm
On the outside, but don't you dare..
Look deep inside my eyes, beware
You will fall and not find exit,
There is pain, there's saddness
Through the year's of pain and suffer
Grew inside me, like a cancer
Through the year of the pain,
Never have you seen me vain,
I kept it all inside of me,
Every tear, every word,
was suppressed, kept unresolved
Every heartacke, every lie,
every time when a friend died.
I kept quite, I let it sink,
Into my soul, I didn't ever think,
That it might be too hard to handle,
When the pain turns into anger,
Somtimes so furious, it makes you tremble,
Fills your brains with disgust, to the world
You want to burst, kill someone, rip out their heart,
Make them suffer, like you are..
Then few minutes going past,
And I push those thoughts aside,
Pull them down, deep inside, just in time,
But every day, they keep eating me away.
I look normal? Yes, I do.
But every time I look at you.
I just wish that your not there
When this pain, these thoughts, this maddness,
Rips me apart, You will be helpless
I will not think, I will not judge,
I will not push this pain inside
I will be free, I'll set it loose,
I'll let it do what it'll choose
The constant battle of mind and soul
Will set me out of control
My mind is strong, but pain is stronger
Can't keep it inside me no longer
You see for me it is too late,
I can't rely no more on fate.
I will not cry, I will not speak,
I will not show just how weak
I feel right now, no one will see
This stupid world is not for me
Give me the gun
And walk away
I will have fun with it my way
No pain, no game
No tear, no fear
I'll say goodbuy, my end is near..
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Re: Pain inside
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by Wrybod on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 03:46:21 AM AEST
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Pretty good
for your first post
tidy layout
better than most
sounds as though
you're fairly young
sadness, grief.....
bitterly sung
Why so soon
you're brokem hearted
giving up
when hardly started
Nobody cares
if we drop out
all they say
don't hang about
Why go and leave
it all to others
find a few
sisters, brothers.
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Re: Pain inside
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by subnet_spider on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 04:54:04 AM AEST
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my heart is bitter,
but aim is clear,
Is world is cancer,
A disease,
The happy people make me mad
I want to feel the grace of death
There is no purpose to this life
There is no truth, its based of lies
The people live, but they are dead
I look at them it makes me sad
There is no meaning to the life
Want to commit a suicide
You see, you'll never understand
What goes on inside my head
So don't try, it's not up to you
to tell me what I should or shouldn't do
I am a man of no regret
Some things in life I can't forget
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Re: Pain inside
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by Kittie on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 06:44:17 AM AEST
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ah.. i to have many maybe too many issues with society so im told i believe they have to many issues with me they see me as different but I see them as all the same and happy people make me sick i am called weird for this i find pain makes me feel alive and death would only bring peace bury me with the dignity unable to find in life to let my soul free i enjoyed your write i kinda feel half normal now reading this lol =P~
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Love me a derranged Kittie !
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Re: Pain inside
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by deathdrop on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 07:09:03 AM AEST
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| my user name is deathdrop. i am only 14, but the feeling i hold inside are what you feel. no one see's me as what i really am, they just see the outer side, the side with a smile, and then asume that i'm some one else. |
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Re: Pain inside
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by shelby on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 04:27:44 PM AEST
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very expressive and honest yet you are so young to be feeling such sadness.You have a life to live reach out and grab it and find some happiness that you deserve.
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