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Do You Know?
Contributed by
alecfernadez
on
Tuesday, 6th January 2004 @ 08:48:51 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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How does it feel, to wake screaming at night
How does it feel, with every deep slice,
How does it feel, getting closed in tight,
How does it feel, when everyone isnt nice
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SHUT UP
Do you know how it feels,
To wake up feeling dirty inside,
Do you know how it feels,
To be trapped in waking memories,
Do you know how it feels,
Being hated for what I am,
Do you know how it feels,
Never being able to find...
Do you know how it feels,
Breaching this borderline insanity,
Do you know how it feels,
Knowing you wont but you can,
Do you know how it feels,
Waking up crying all the time,
Do you know how it feels,
Not being able to stop cutting,
Do you know how it feels,
Dreaming and always seeing that face,
Do you know how it feels,
Always thinking that I COMMITED A CRIME,
Do you know how it feels,
Stuck in a rut, filled with blame and hurting
Do you know how it feels,
Never losing that ******* taste,
Do you know how it feels,
Bleeding alone and dying alone
Do you know how it feels,
Always sorry for being abused,
Do you know how it feels,
Crying for every person that hurt me,
Do you know how it feels,
To never think of home as home,
Do you know how it feels,
Always again and again being used,
Do you know how it feels,
Never to be free
DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS,
HATING EVERY S*** ON THIS PLANET,
DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS,
BLAMING MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING,
DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS,
CRYING N CRYING N CRYING N crying
Please help me i'm manic,
I die as angels sing,
I cant stop lying,
Lying because thats what you told me,
Please why cant you see,
I tell the truth about whats beneath me,
Why cant you see
this hurt child incased in all this pain,
suffering again and again
Please help me
Copyright ©
alecfernadez
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2004-01-06 08:48:51] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Do You Know?
(User Rating: 1 ) by MissTea on
Tuesday, 6th January 2004 @ 12:03:05 PM AEST (User
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I know exactly how you feel, down to the last detail. But those retards who get paid for all the bulls*** they blabber don't know a thing about what goes on in a tortured mind. They don't know the feeling a swallowing 15 pills at a time and actually feeling satisfeid afterwards. they don't know what its like to be forced to help please someone elses sexual fantacy! they have no idea, and if one happens to, he's just like us, messed up too!
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Re: Do You Know?
(User Rating: 1 ) by Dawny on
Tuesday, 6th January 2004 @ 01:40:54 PM AEST (User
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The only ones that can truly help, are the ones that have been there. Your not dirty, and your not guilty of anything except putting your trust in someone who didnt deserve it, and thats not your fault either. You show tremendous courage and strength of character by writing this, dont give up or they win. Here to listen if you need to talk
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Re: Do You Know?
(User Rating: 1 ) by Cobalt on
Wednesday, 7th January 2004 @ 11:55:46 AM AEST (User
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That was a really good rant and I liked it. I never would have gone to a psychiatrist or therapist. I have always thought they where full of *****. |
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Re: Do You Know?
(User Rating: 1 ) by deathdrop on
Friday, 9th April 2004 @ 10:40:50 AM AEST (User
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this is good! keep it up. |
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