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Thoughts of an Idle mind!
Contributed by
MajesticPoet
on
Monday, 5th January 2004 @ 10:14:43 PM in AEST
Topic:
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I'll tear my heart out,
Before I ever get out,
Torn heart full of scars,
That never forgets,
I tried so hard,
To cleanse all my regrets,
Broken are my wings,
My heart bruised and restrained,
My soul stings,
My heads tremble with fear,
No more sounds can I hear,
This life is no longer fun,
I should stop staring at this gun,
Put the cold steel in my hand,
This pain I can no longer stand,
The pain is so hard, so painful to bare.
I've got the world on my shoulders and the weight of it is not fair.
I don't want to die, but do I have a choice?
I feel so out of place, I can't even hear my own voice,
I can barely feel anything now, I feel so numb, my body shaking,
I though my heart was strong, but now I can feel it forever breaking,
If I leave right now, would anyone really care?
Or would they even notice I am no longer there?
Why can't I do it?
I can't seem to force myself to pull the trigger....
The gun drops to the ground,
I crumple to the floor and start to cry,
What is wrong, why can't I let myself die?
Why can't I make myself die?
I want to die....
Don't i?
I wish I could make myself learn,
That I am to young to die,
But I hurt so much, I doubt I will ever realize,
I sit here on the floor alone and continue to cry,
My life worth nothing no more,
My soul not knowing what is instore,
Why should I live another day?
Why should I force myself to stay?
Why should I continue to breathe this hate filled air?
No one else does, so why should I care?
Maybe I should go back and get that gun,
I can pull the trigger, and it will all be done,
My heart cries and I have one hunch,
I can not die, I love my children too much,
Until the day me and my maker come eye to eye,
I can not allow myself to prematurely die....
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Re: Thoughts of an Idle mind!
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by emystar on
Monday, 5th January 2004 @ 10:20:07 PM AEST
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Great peice of the heart!
Very strong, yet tender at the end.
peace, joy, luv,
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Re: Thoughts of an Idle mind!
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by MajesticPoet on
Monday, 5th January 2004 @ 10:24:33 PM AEST
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:D Thank you emy. It is funny how love can bring out the idle thoughts of ones mind.. Thanks for reading and commenting I really do apprciate it.
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