Woe be my name
Contributed by
Euphoria
on
Saturday, 31st August 2002 @ 07:20:59 AM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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Who am I?
Ambiguity seems to be the lord of the day,
Today is like no other,
The turning of the rudder,
Makes this heinous sound,
The wheel of life they call it,
Seems like an incessant skit
A recital… akin to perfect circles,
And when I get a little woozy,
From going round and round,
It lobs me out,
In tainted air,
Leaves me to stare at oblivion,
I watch them pass me by,
Each one with a subtle vision,
They move out on their way,
Happy with their lives,
As I sit on the edge of insanity,
A sorry prey to this jibe,
A jibe they call direction,
The clarity of perception,
God wishes to inflict incomprehension,
Upon someone who wishes to understand?
I cannot unhand His ways
I have tried throughout the days,
To love, to give, to care, to share,
To show and grow….
He tests me everyday,
Now I have no strength to pray,
He knows where I am weak,
I seek His hand,
But I have no strength to stand,
This silent rage consumes me,
It burns behind my eyes,
Has dried away the tears,
Erected a bastion of fears,
Towers of bitterness and scorn,
Praying each night,
That by dawn I am dead,
Wanted to be cherished,
The feeling has perished,
Now I am caught between;
The rusty grooves of this wheel
Going round and round,
Each time I spot my reflection,
Across the waters of existence,
My mind just pops these questions
Who am I?
Is this what I intended to be?
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2002-08-31 07:20:59] (Date/Time posted on
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