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What If?
Contributed by
krazed_AnGeL101
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Saturday, 27th December 2003 @ 08:51:33 PM in AEST
Topic:
Grief
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I've often wondered what would happen if I was gone
If anyone would miss me or care for long.
I wonder what would happen if I ranaway
If anyone would notice if I left today
Would anyone have tears to shed?
Or would they be overwhelmed by fear instead?
Maybe no one would even care at all
They'd forget and take all my pictures off the wall
None of them could understand the pain of being me
They won't feel bad of wonder how this could be
I'm like a ghost walking around and only seen when they need something
They won't regret how they treated me and all they'll feel is nothing
Maybe it's time I really did get up and leave
Maybe I'll find peace and my soul will be free
I wonder what would happen if, instead, I stayed
But I can't because I've been cheated and I've been played.
I battle demons like no one could ever know
If my life were a movie, it'd be a sad show
No movie could ever portray the grief I feel
It would turn into a joke and not be real
I've lasted this long from sheer iron will
Although I wish I had a heart of steal
I wish for bars to lock my pain behind
So that I could go forward and not rewind
Maybe that way I could find some peace
Althought now I think this will never cease
It will torment me until I go insane
And won't go away no matter who I blame
I wish I could find the strength to get away from this
So that I could laugh and have true happiness
If only I could find a way to put this all behind me
So that I can take a deep breath and let my soul be free.
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2003-12-27 20:51:33] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: What If?
(User Rating: 1 ) by forever_lonely on
Saturday, 27th December 2003 @ 09:09:39 PM AEST (User
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A truely touching peice.. i really love the flow of this.. you have a real talent expressing yourself in a way that some can not.. this was very touching and i am truely in awe of this amazing forever_lonely |
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Re: What If?
(User Rating: 1 ) by secretwind on
Sunday, 28th December 2003 @ 01:52:31 AM AEST (User
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WHOA....I FEEL YA ON THIS ONE.....YOUR INNERVISIONS OF EMOTINAL TORTURE EBB AND FLOWS IN STEREO.
THE WIND.... |
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Re: What If?
(User Rating: 1 ) by EmSal on
Sunday, 28th December 2003 @ 06:10:11 AM AEST (User
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This was EXCELLENT! I too have had every thought that you have written here. I feel this still. Excellent write. All the best for you.
Emma. |
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