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My Poison and My Cure
Contributed by
SkYyBLu
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Monday, 8th December 2003 @ 03:35:50 PM in AEST
Topic:
LovePoetry
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Your swath is sensed from miles away
Leaving trails of misery and woe behind
The lithe you reak is so typically seen
Yet thy guise is only seen by me
I have taken the time to look in thy soul
Transparent, deceptive, desensitized
From so many shameless mistakes and misery
Could I have fallen in love with thee?!
It seems like a lifetime I endureth this pain
From the turn of your two-sided soul
Ignoring my plea so loud and piercing
Yet no more piercing then your glare
You never knew of my feelings for thee
I seek out thy presence among the crowd
Others so distant ---
---Cast out of my mind like shadows
You showed me that love truly exists
Love so nieve; it came from above
Knowing not the consequences
I shall never again fall in love
You treateth me not the way you once did
To you I was common
Overlooked by all, blest by my humbleness
To keep my love hidden---
--Yet growing; alive!
Like a flower in the sun it thrived!
Dependent on the light
Yet now that the light I have seen is gone
My love for you will die
Another day I awake
With love floating in the air...
In waves and spires unwavering before thee
I am grimaced by thy eyes
And yet I have come to find... ...
You have sought out my hidden feelings
Though I do not know how, or why
You take my hand and grasp it tight'
Never willing to let go
Holding on with all thy might
My happiness hangs by a thread
And the strings of my life you hold
My happiness depends on you
If our love is true
Attempt to hear my plea---
---once more!
You are the poison,
And yet your are the cure
T'was you who enticeth me so much pain!
From the core of my heart
To the exterior of my skin
The scars you have abandoned are perminent
You enticeth me to fall in love with thee
My will is bent
It has gone awry
I never meant to fall in love with thee
I never meant to depend on your kisses
So malicious
Yet they feed the starvation of my soul
Immaciated and feeble from sorrow and toil
I wither without them
I wither without you
You never intended me to fall in love
Yet you enticeth me to do so!
Thy whispers in my ear
Take away my feeble breath
You stole my heart
'Tis never to return
My voice you will never hear
My conciousness disenables me to speak
Growing further from you
With every passing second
Fate is jealous of my love
'Twill never let it last this long
I intended it not to grow this strong
The knife lay in the corner; lone
Everything else has disappeared
I think of you
Of what you put me through
And scars create themselves
The dagger---stained with blood!
From my depression created from love!
My reflection in the blade
Embodies my soul and all of my shame
Now that you have discovered
The way that I feel about you
'Tis too late!
The scars remaineth on my heart
Forever and for eternity
The scars on my body are but a shadow
Of the pain I feel inside of me
Your fervent lips disguise
The malice that lingers inside
The depths and crevices of your heart
Shallow and frail
Dark and grim
Blackened with inadvertant sin
You greeted me with comely speech
I was unable to speek to thee
You ignored my tormented heart
Scars surroundeth my body and soul
All created without cause
Who says that love is good?
My love for you is false
Days gone by, my feelings are known
My broken heart is amended
Thy impassionate speech has enslaved my heart
Hanging by a thread
And once again, you hold the strings
My happiness is dependent on thee
This was never meant to happen
Love is alive; it thrives!
It chooses a path of its own
You know of my pain, but not of my love
One word uttered from thy lips
Has cured my intricate sorrow
Simply and easily without effort
My crooked ways are amended
You have heard my plea!!
But you still are blinded and unable to see
Of my love for thee
Months of pain from the inside and out
Is cured by one word
One passing glance spared
And my heart is repaired
Yet it's vulnerability has increased
I seeketh you out by day and by night
I depend on your kisses so sweet
My love for you can only get greater
I crave the sight of your face
Yet I am disgraced
For you do not know of my love for thee
And never will know of my pain
You never will love me
Yet I am content
You have offered thy care aboundingly
Yet if your ever were to take it away
My heart would be broken forever
Forever and for eternity
Do not go away
Stay here with me!
Do not vanish into fog like the rest
The pain you have caused is over
Yet you knoweth not what you have done
I overlook thy transgressions
Like you overlook my love
One word from you
Can cure a lifetime of shame
Yet it is never to become
Fore I am not the one
This may seem false to you
To the lowly passerby
But you must understand the depression love brings
My essence is no longer my own
Everything I am is given to him
To the one who has offered his care
But if he ever is to vanish
To disappear into darkness
Like a shadow without hope
My world will be blurred with my tears
Never seeking a second chance
But clinging to what I have left of myself---
---Nothing
Without you I am nothing
I depend on thy passing glance
Copyright ©
SkYyBLu
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2003-12-08 15:35:50] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: My Poison and My Cure
(User Rating: 1 ) by exiled on
Monday, 8th December 2003 @ 04:28:14 PM AEST (User
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I like this. It is, I don't say this often, is quite good. Great write.
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