This Anger
June 7, 2003
So mad, kick the, back door
Walk down, the street
Cant walk, on my feet
Anymore.
Collapsed,
Crawl now, dirt and,
Rocks hurt.
I crawl, I fall
The land, hurts my
Bleeding hand.
Teeth grit, blood spit.
Crawl until, its through,
What should, i do?
Cant feel, whats real
I hate, the game,
I hate, the name,
Just stop, the noise,
My ears, they ache,
Voices, your laugh,
Your cry, your voice,
Once more.
Too loud, like a,
Big crowd.
You haunt, your voice,
My choice, I try,
But I fail, to keep out,
To not wail.
The pain, in my head,
I dont, know the,
Difference,
Between alive, and dead.
When will, it stop?
Please no, from the top...
Begin never, stop now.
My hands, are raw,
Muscles shown, mind blown.
Jeans torn, knees bleed,
And beg, dirt in, my mouth
Dry words, hurt throat,
Search for, my antidote.
I try, to scream,
but I, am not seen.
We all, make mistakes,
I pay, my fine,
The same way...
With you,
And me,
I feel,
What you see.
When you, cry out,
I feel, you shout,
Last night, my fight
Couldnt try, to defend
Tried hard, but came, the end.
You were, there too, you win.
Lets just, make peace-
Even if, it means, the end.
I cant, take this, anymore.
No doors...
No windows...
No escape...
To fake, the pain.
Cant pretend, you arent,
There still, calling me.
Will you, just leave?
Please stay...
I dont,
Mean what,
I say.
Not now,
But soon,
You will,
See too.
One night,
Youll wake,
From a,
Bad dream.
youll cry,
in your,
bed that,
in your room,
the walls, get closer,
the more, you cry.
you fear,
ill hear,
your right.
but lets
not,
not tonight.
please please,
i beg,
of you,
to please,
give up,
let go,
forget it.
oh no...
it begins...
hands shake,
eyes water,
jaw aches,
vision breaks,
arms fold,
knees weak,
this time,
i surrender.
i forfeit.
i lose.
but you,
seem upset,
is it,
because,
you liked,
the game,
you liked,
to see,
me suffer,
my pain,
is fun,
for you?
so true...
Copyright ©
Calista
... [
2003-11-28 18:20:14]
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