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anyone but me
Contributed by
ml03
on
Thursday, 20th November 2003 @ 02:59:10 AM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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everything is so dark
i just want to cry
i want to scream
to dissapear
whould you even miss me
i'm just your eye candy
you don't feel a thing for me
so why should i stay
i'm just an object
a pocession
a throphy
for you to flaunt
in your eyes
don't you see
i breath
i feel
i don't want to be used
once again
by you
or anyone
everytime
they move on
brings out every insecurity
b/c i'm skinny
you think i have the perfect life
now and again
i think i'd rather be fat
cause lookin' like this
actin' like this
i just become
what you want
for the moment
then you're on to the next best thing
and i'm left alone
i've made mistakes
ones i can't take back
and i can't change
and maybe now i see
it all clearer
and thats why
i want to sleep
away my life
cry
slit my wrist
for every mistake i made
for every person
i inevertly hurt
for my own pleasure
i feel so low
but you don't care
you just want me
to drink and dance
and party
and you want
to **** me
to you i'm just a ****
thanks
for caring
you're such a nice friend
can't you see
through the charade
and mask
and see
it isn't all perfect
that i'm not so happy
do you think i'm happy
i'm not
i want to be
anyone but me
Copyright ©
ml03
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2003-11-20 02:59:10] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: anyone but me
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Thursday, 20th November 2003 @ 04:09:03 AM AEST (User
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I think we all have feelings like this at times.
I know I have but not eaxctly the same but close...Now I've come 2 a place in my life that I cherish each breathe....When i was younger my life was a mess but now I have the inner peace that i know I wasn't meant to be perfect...God is the first to forgive but hardest part is 4giving oneself.......Keep writing!
u will grow as u write and some souls out there will grow with u.
Very good work here as I feel yor pain. Let it come thru the pen as you find 4giveness 4 u.
Hang tuff, my friend!
peace, joy, luv, hope,
emy |
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Re: anyone but me
(User Rating: 1 ) by Aika on
Thursday, 20th November 2003 @ 05:19:20 AM AEST (User
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so painful , real story
you had to experience,
for this I am so sorry
I wish you always been yourself only
for who you want to be
for what you want to feel
it is the best choice
Love and hugs and wishing
all the best in your next days....
PS: wonderful write, really great ! aika:-) |
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