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To Whom I Used To Be
Contributed by
greenlady89
on
Wednesday, 13th August 2003 @ 04:05:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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My words gather as an insane confusion,
Trying to make sense in my mind.
I am attempting to understand myself,
Without killing whats left of my sanity.
My lunacy has taken over.
My mind is a far lost cause,
It can never be retrieved from where it is now,
I can never meet msyelf again.
I am in a place of my own,
Of my imaginary lights and sounds,
Desiring to return to my home,
To the mind where I used to percieve all.
My contemplation never makes sense to one,
Not even to myself.
No event can i recall,
Where I remembered why I felt the way I had.
Why can't I be restored to the sane state of mind,
Where I felt as thought I had conformed,
I felt as thought I had somewhere,
That I was actually meant to be.
This feeling lasted but a short while
As I drifted from my cohesion.
I long for the day I meet myself again,
For I miss whom I used to be.
Why can't I be sure of my being?
Or of my position in this realm?
I ponder why I cannot,
Be the somebody I long to be.
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greenlady89
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2003-08-13 04:05:00] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: To Whom I Used To Be
(User Rating: 1 ) by Katie-Kate on
Sunday, 17th August 2003 @ 04:12:18 AM AEST (User
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Never once have i been who I want to be, but I am thankful that I've always known who i was............... excellent write, i loved it |
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