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Reconsider Your Miss Judgment of Me
Contributed by
daydreamer
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Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 11:45:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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Yesterday held such better days
I never knew our lives had such different ways
I hated you when I was younger for hiding so much from me
I knew deep down I really did love you even if you never let me see
You were always there to pick me up when I was younger
You never let me know the true pains of hunger
Yet I could never show respect to you for some reason
I knew as I grew you would still be there just like the seasons
I never trusted you like I used to, before things changed
I never let you near my heart, but kept you in range
Now that I am older I see the pain I caused you
But wonder why you can’t take it a year longer, with all I do
I don’t want to go to a teen center
I don’t want to only see you on weekends and keep in touch through a letter
I know I messed up, I know I did wrong, please don’t make me leave
I can’t bear to be in a small environment with the people who deceive
I know I let you down in the past and will continue to let you down
But I never led you on to believe I deserved to wear the lord’s crown
I messed up but sending me away won’t make me a better person
It won’t make me gain respect for the authority of any kind but make me a harder person
I will learn to push everyone and everything further from my heart
I will learn to close myself off from those who want to be with me and have a part
I don’t need anyone to hold my hand and lead me across the busy street
Life isn’t made for those made of anything less then concrete
I will run into life’s traffic and come out with but a few scratches
My heart is not as beautiful to look at as others, mine contains more patches
Where one of my loved ones fall I pick up the pieces and continue on with the fight
I have become like an alert cat ready to strike at anything that doesn’t look right
I know I have become a stranger to you and left you with nothing more then memories
But when you don’t see me crying when someone tells sad and painful stories
It’s not because I have become evil or closed my heart off to everything
I only chose to live reality I don’t chose to turn a blind eye to the wrong doings while I sing
I live life for what it is and though that makes me a harder and stronger person
At least in the end I know I will make it through my life’s journey
So why send me away and punish me for surviving?
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2003-07-27 23:45:00]
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Re: Reconsider Your Miss Judgment of Me
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by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 26th August 2003 @ 06:03:27 AM AEST
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