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waste
Contributed by
wyrd_faerie
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Tuesday, 3rd June 2003 @ 06:05:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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worthless and ruined and left to die
look at her, that disgusting, snivelling creature on my bed
watch her scream and cry her filthy tears
somehow I got lost inside my pitiful, self-centred head
and it’s killing me
broke my own wings so I couldn’t hurt anyone else
with my pathetic attempts to fly
locked my own door and threw away the key
so no one would have to look at my disgusting face
and tortured body
wrote stories on my skin so I could own something that
would never leave me
but even those are fading
wasted what little life I had
shouldn’t have wasted your precious hours on me
always pretending you liked me
what a joke
but you don’t have to lie anymore,
i know the truth
no one could love me, not even myself
turn away my mirrors, can’t stand what I see
please, don’t try and touch me
i don’t want to give you my disease
and make you dirty, like me
look at her,
that filthy, pathetic wretch
praying on her bed, praying for a salvation that will
never come
she doesn’t deserve that
why is she even trying?
how stupid she looks, how weak and small
what a disgusting sight
lock your doors so she can’t contaminate your house
and ruin your life
everything she touches turns to s***
what a waste of a girl
waste of time and space
waste of a body
that could have been the next Einstein
or the world’s fastest runner
throw her mutilated being in a pit
where even the darkness can’t reach her
lock her somewhere no one will see
her ugly face again
she isn’t worthy of a grave
and
i’m sorry
i’m sorry for the life I never lived
sorry for wasting your precious time on the useless, pathetic
nothing
i am
trying to convince me i am something
i am not
i’m sorry i can’t do anything right
i’m sorry i don’t even know how to die properly
i’m sorry i keep writing this stupid poetry, threatening to end my life
and then never doing it
and I am so sorry
for using up your beautiful moments
crying and drowning in my self-pity
and making you watch, as another part of my life slowly
fades away
into the nothing i’ve become
Copyright ©
wyrd_faerie
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2003-06-03 18:05:00]
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Re: waste
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by ladyfawn on
Tuesday, 3rd June 2003 @ 06:26:12 PM AEST
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| dearest lucie, your a beautiful loving kindhearted soul! you know i care about you as do many many others! this is an amazing write, i admire your dark poetry, and your bravery, you give to the world such a precious gift, much love and a ***huge hugg*** love nessa |
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Re: waste
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by limpingunicorn on
Tuesday, 3rd June 2003 @ 06:30:06 PM AEST
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| What a powerful, disturbing piece of writing. |
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Re: waste
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by wild_heart_of_fire on
Tuesday, 3rd June 2003 @ 09:08:42 PM AEST
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| very good poem...you are very brave and i admire your ability to just lay it all out there. i know how you feel. i hate mirrors. you seem like a very lovely girl though. may you have lovely days to come. Always, Riki |
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Re: waste
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by Delusions on
Wednesday, 4th June 2003 @ 06:11:03 AM AEST
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| one word..... AWSOME!!! keep it up, ~Delusions~ |
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Re: waste
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by bobotheclown on
Thursday, 5th June 2003 @ 01:53:03 AM AEST
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Wow what an amazing heartfelt poem. So sad and full of pain. To be honest I'd rather you say you'd kill yourself a thousand times than u actually go through with it. Keep on writing your words are magic.
Bobo (Joel) |
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Re: waste
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by Wrybod on
Thursday, 5th June 2003 @ 06:03:27 PM AEST
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I'd say you're pretty normal. Most of the time I go back over times that make me feel as bad as you.
WE ALL DO
Nothing will change until you start digging you escape tunel.
BUT DO YOU WANT TO ESCAPE? |
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Re: waste
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by Silent-Cry on
Sunday, 8th June 2003 @ 01:52:06 PM AEST
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beautiful...like usual
joelle |
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Re: waste
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by M on
Monday, 18th August 2003 @ 02:21:29 PM AEST
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| Lucie, every moment that i spend in your company, i really do feel blessed to know a person as beautiful as you. You make my life worth living. You may not be the next Einstein, or the worlds fastest runner, but you can save lives, change lives, and bless lives, and i love you so, so much. Don´t cry, baby, because i promise you, one day, everything will be beautiful again. Emily xXx |
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