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Did you ever love me at all?
Contributed by
Eloise
on
Thursday, 22nd May 2003 @ 04:35:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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How could you do this to me
How could you take away
The only thing I ever had
When you promised you would stay
You were everything to me
And you said I was to you
It cant have been only me who felt this way
You said you loved me too
It was not I who said it first
I remember it so clear
Everything's gone now, you've taken it away
This doesn't seem fair
You promised me you love me
That everything would be fine
I lived through days believeing that lie
I was yours and you were mine
Nothing was more important
Than having you so near
You said there was nothing to worry about
That I had nothing to fear
You said you'd been lying all along
Why did you drag me into your game
I told you at the start I didn't want to play
But you treated me the same
As all the other guys I've known
Who treated me like dirt
But you don't care, you just laughed
When you saw how much I hurt
How the **** could you do this to me
I told you right from the start
That I didn't want you if I was going to get hurt
If you were going to break my heart
I told you I wasn't strong enough
To deal with the pain and the hurt
You said if I went out with you
There was no way I'd get hurt
That you'd never do that to me
"Coz you knew exactly how it felt
And that it was what you wanted too
But a losing hand was dealt
Why am I always the loser
And why the **** did you laugh
At the tears upon my face
At the pain breaking my heart
Why does this always happen to me
When my only crime was loving you
I don't know how to carry on
I don't know what to do
How on earth do you stop yourself
From loving a person this much
Right now I'd do whatever I could
To only feel your touch
This just is not right
It's not meant to be like this
I would give my own two hands
If I could feel your kiss
I really do not get it
Why the **** did you choose me
Was I the only one gullible enough
The only one too blind to see
That right from the very start
It was all a lie
That it was what you wanted
When you made me cry
That all the insults and the hurting
Were what you meant to do
And that you never meant it
When you said "I Love You"
Why tell me you'd been lying to me
Was it to hurt me more
I've always been the loser here
I've lost count of the score
Can't you see the tears
As they rest upon my face
And see the pain that your harsh words
Have brought about to place
Why the **** did you do this to me
You said you loved me too
Don't take this away from me
What did I ever take from you?
Why did you say you'd stay with me
Then tell me that you won't
Why did you say you loved me
Then tell me that you don't
Why did you do everything possible
To hurt me as much as you could
I would have preferred not to know it was lies
Merely a truth misunderstood
How could you say sex didn't make it serious
When you knew to me it would
You knew that it was special to me
And at first I wondered if I should
But you swore to me that I would not get hurt
How can I ever trust again
You tell me you've been lying to me
And expect us to be friends
How can friends be when there is no trust?
I thought you were better than that
Not the sort to lie and play games
Then simply turn your back
I thought you were too mice to be
Intentionally cruel or mean
Why do you not see things my way
How unfair all this seems
How the hell could you do this to me?
When you swore you'd never let me fall
My mind can't rest until I know
Did you ever love me at all?
Copyright ©
Eloise
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2003-05-22 16:35:00]
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Re: Did you ever love me at all?
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by wetnwild on
Friday, 23rd May 2003 @ 03:18:31 AM AEST
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| WOW, that was a great poem!! You really let people know how you were feeling! It's kinda like my poems! Keep writing!! |
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