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My Clouded Soul
Contributed by
Darkwolf
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Monday, 7th July 2014 @ 08:10:56 PM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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Clouded is my soul and my mind,
What is upsetting I can not find.
As the ones I love get mad,
I can't help but feel sad.
They will randomly burst out in tears,
And I will feel my deepest fears.
They will randomly start to scream,
And I start to let off steam.
All the steam from my past,
And it comes out in a blast.
A blast that can't be halted,
And for which I feel greatly faulted.
For the feelings I do understand,
It comes from a deep dark land.
It was all how I was raised,
Where all the feelings I had were depraved.
I could not say how I felt,
And much hard ship this dealt.
If I did let it out,
It would leave me with a great depressing doubt.
That I would go into a rage,
A rage longing to escape the cage.
That I built up inside,
That I used to hide.
Hide my darkest fears,
And hide all my tears.
Tears that none will see,
Cause of water they will not be.
They were of a dark red,
From which they came can not be said.
In my self I will hide,
For the fear of my other side.
A side of an omega that I live by,
Protecting other as l willingly die.
For my own life I do not care,
For I do not feel I have too much to share.
Yeah I have been through a lot,
And if it is to be it all be for not.
For none care what I have to say,
Even if it may help their way.
I except my role as it is to be,
While others take advantage of me, and my hospitality.
I am the omega the protector of the pack,
And on this I will act.
It is who I am and meant to be,
And this is what I see.
I am the sacrifice and the ender of my life,
It is what it is this is my strife.
I protect those for who I care,
And with them my heart I do share.
If they take it and toss it in the dirt,
I promise you they too will hurt.
But if they take it and bring it inside,
They will be glad I chose not to hide.
All I have to say,
Is please won't you stay.
See the deeper side of me,
That I only let the ones dear to me to see.
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Darkwolf
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2014-07-07 20:10:56]
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Re: My Clouded Soul
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by ladyfawn on
Monday, 7th July 2014 @ 08:28:39 PM AEST
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beautiful expression of feelings, heartfelt believable,
hugs n' love nessa |
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Re: My Clouded Soul
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by desciple on
Monday, 7th July 2014 @ 09:49:08 PM AEST
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| Great Write, I really enjoyed reading!! |
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Re: My Clouded Soul
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by Theuri on
Thursday, 10th July 2014 @ 01:02:37 AM AEST
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| Nice imagery man, beautifully written. |
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