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Authored Unknown.
Contributed by
Sallyssongg
on
Monday, 24th February 2014 @ 07:25:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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Time ticks away as if it were never there.
My eyes are pulsing.
And I'm subliminally lost in the absence of my mind's care.
For reality around me.
I just lay here and stare.
I feel my head becoming heavy.
As the adventures of my night come creeping in.
I'm so scared to feel.
the disappointment of sobriety is what I'm going to win.
I can't give in though.
I've got to keep myself in control.
It's funny how this first time was fun.
Turned to binging.
And now I've totally lost it.
And you finally won..
My friends don't understand.
They never have. And never will.
I walk a road of crystal fool's gold..
And create my own damn hills.
No one understands me...
And I'm being judged still.
I breathe you in.
I slowly let you out.
A rush, the climbing adrenaline.
Im never stopping without a doubt.
You live for me.
You're all I need.
I want nothing else.
To take me there.
Where there's no feeling in my stare.
The rocks in my hands are the escape from my life, the way out of every tomorrow's dead end...
Heaven's clouds forming inside my crystal ball are my most important friend.
I'm sorry. I tried.
I go to you.. And nothing feels right.
In your judging eyes I've already died.
I'm not there yet, but I guarantee i might.
Taking chance after chance.
To live the unbelievable night.
Forgetting regret and embracing the heights.
I fall another day..
Trapped without sight.
Copyright ©
Sallyssongg
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2014-02-24 19:25:00]
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Re: Authored Unknown.
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by gypsymaddness on
Tuesday, 25th February 2014 @ 02:21:58 AM AEST
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| Beautiful poem. You captured the words to describe the emotion of inner struggle. Of how hard resisting temptation is. Yes, reality is hard to handle and I'm sorry if your friends can't understand. Just know your not alone. |
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Re: Authored Unknown.
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by Puppy_dog_eyes on
Friday, 28th February 2014 @ 06:29:49 PM AEST
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This really made me sit up and think. I could feel the anguish twisting and turning all the way through.
At the end I felt drained but satisfied, as if I'd followed your long journey.
Nice write
Steve |
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