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Hurtful Words
Contributed by
BTsButterfly
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Friday, 6th September 2013 @ 11:35:24 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Why do I do this with such ease and haste
Sling hurtful words with misinterpreted grace
They slay me just as much... this once again I do face
How can I do this with such ease and haste
I am ashamed of myself to this I admit
To be this weak and to surrender to it
Feeling this rage my heart it does split
Please Angels please, help me to stop it
My love is true, like no other for you
But this situation we are in has turned my heart blue
It no longer bleeds red since my pain grew
But I still reach out for only you
It kills me slowly each and every day
I have no choice but to again walk away
I wish this feeling would change to gray
In purgatory I would gladly stay.
To feel no hurt
To see some change
To know no love I do pray.
To wipe this slate clean and start again
In a world less complicated would be my chosen domain
Despite this complicated word my love does not wane
I still bleed for you from this open vein.
The words I say so harsh and hateful.
To find such a love we should be grateful
I should focus on that but it seems I am unable
Impossible… my mind tells me because this love is unstable
From the first man in my life, my unworthy father
I have been guarded and I have locked down my heart deeper and farther
To try to protect it is much harder
To run before I am abandoned again I cloak it in armor
I do not expect you to understand or accept my faults
or why I hide inside of this this vault
I can only say entrapped in a true love’s waltz
I don't mean to launch onto you these assaults.
As I truly do not know why with such ease
I sling hurtful words with unthoughtful haste
And because off this once again I do face
Being without you because of my own disgrace
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BTsButterfly
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2013-09-06 23:35:24] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Hurtful Words
(User Rating: 1 ) by karu on
Sunday, 8th September 2013 @ 01:07:43 AM AEST (User
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emotional
God bless you |
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Re: Hurtful Words
(User Rating: 1 ) by MarkMark on
Sunday, 8th September 2013 @ 09:16:51 PM AEST (User
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Hey who told you you could write a poem about my behavior ?, Well I am like this at least some times and I like women, but mean words I know well and I don't even know why I say them. I feel so bad , so guilty and usually I am yelling at myself . I only realize this after I do the shouting and the words can't be taken back . I can relate to the disgrace. Nice poem . |
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Re: Hurtful Words
(User Rating: 1 ) by jdawg on
Monday, 9th September 2013 @ 11:50:52 PM AEST (User
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We often say hurtful things to the ones we love the most! Sometimes in retaliation to something offensive they may have said, sometimes because we hold so much emotion and hurt inside, that it releases in anger when we can no longer hold it in! But the sayin you hurt the ones you love the most is true, because we are comfterable with that person! Your writing style is beautiful and emotional because its from the heart! I found that writing has helped me over the years with my depression, my anger and emotions!! I pray you can find the answers you search and that you continue to write! God bless |
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