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Words
Contributed by
mchall629
on
Sunday, 4th November 2012 @ 07:24:29 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I'm in love and I miss you are words I've said
Not out loud for they're only in my head
Strong words said straight from the heart
While other words seem to tear me apart.
Words have me spinning out of control
Like burning daggers driven into my soul.
In my heart a love once lived
Now I fear there's no more love to give.
My will and spirit have been humbled
And all around my world begins to crumble.
The dreams of things that I truly wanted
I now keep locked away inside a closet.
My dreams once like a shining star
Now out of reach and just too hard.
I've never been one known to quit
I just hope I'm not one you're easy to forget.
I've always thought I should fight for my cause
I believe this time the battle may be lost.
Mad at myself for the tears in my eyes
So if you see me don't judge or criticize.
Helpless and unsure of what I should do
Life had purpose when I was dreaming of you.
Today everything seems to be in pieces
All while my will to fight steadily decreases.
I thought if I held on a little bit longer
That your feelings for me would grow stronger
If I held out another day, another year
Then I wouldn't have to face all of these fears.
As kids we had a fear of being turned down
Like being picked last on the playground.
Little things in life hurt us for so long
Sometimes we loose the will to be strong.
I wish I could return to the days of hide and seek
Back when you'd get a hug when feeling weak.
The compassion that was felt in those hugs
And in that moment you knew you were loved.
I found you when I wasn't really searching
And in that moment rescued me from my hurting.
Broken bones, cuts, scrapes and all the bruises
Never hurt as much as what I am about loose.
Stuck between the anger for one, and love for another
Wanting to be in love instead forced to suffer.
I have to break free from these chains
Before I watch love spiral down the drain.
So if I am silent do not think I am gone
I'm silently praying you haven't fully moved on.
I'll keep praying you don't give up on me
That you won't give up on something that's meant to be.
Copyright ©
mchall629
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2012-11-04 19:24:29] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Words
(User Rating: 1 ) by shelby on
Tuesday, 6th November 2012 @ 02:01:47 AM AEST (User
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I felt your heart in this one.
Enjoyed it.Sorry for your pain.
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Re: Words
(User Rating: 1 ) by ValDohren on
Sunday, 11th November 2012 @ 01:19:10 PM AEST (User
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Beautifully written, very sad and poignant.
Val |
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