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Unfixable.
Contributed by
LauranHyde
on
Thursday, 11th October 2012 @ 05:54:33 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I can't Handle the pain no more.
Im broken, all fear & deep inside all torn.
Days like this I just wish that I were never born.
My depression getting stronger,
I may not be here much longer.
Everyday I think too much,
getting down, all tears no laugh.
I am hurting yet your blind to see.
People these days won't let me be.
Anger & pain fill my veins.
Or am I only saying this in full of spite and vain.
I wanna rip the flesh of my bones.
If only you could see behind.
See behind my hidden doors.
See me hurt, blood dripping on the floor.
Only time till I pull that rope tight.
Tight against my neck.
My face all black and blue.
Then I might mean something to you.
No don't then say you care,
because before I took that step you left alone,
cold & bare.
No idea the feelings I enclose.
You have no idea my pain that flows.
I will go, I'm on edge of breaking.
Try stop me good luck.
To feel the way I do,
wake up every morning wishing I'd never woke.
Suicide no selfish thing.
I have my reasons, do you wish for me to share?
A long time ago I used to care.
I still do, just not for me.
Sexually abused as a child.
Bullied through school.
Hit by my father, you'd not expect from my mother but hit by her too.
The people who are supposed to protect.
I feared and ran away.
I ran away too many times,
got put in to classes locked in rooms I can't escape.
Placed me on pills, them I refuse to take.
Kicking and screaming I hated that place.
High school came they still made me go back to that crazy place.
Bullied for being to skinny, names for being to tall.
Till this day I still get names for being my height.
A girl who was only 12 you wouldn't think would have thoughts to commit.
She did... I did.
College now six week till I finish.
More to life, but for how long can I hold on.
Everyday, every night it's all just to much a fight.
Maybe it's my time, my time to go and see the light.
Copyright ©
LauranHyde
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2012-10-11 05:54:33]
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Re: Unfixable.
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by emystar on
Thursday, 11th October 2012 @ 08:28:27 AM AEST
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Very sad but well written.
huggs, blessings, prayer,
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Re: Unfixable.
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by ShatteredLove on
Sunday, 14th October 2012 @ 08:51:28 PM AEST
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I really like this its sad but really good I can relate to this
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