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The negativity of a wondering mind
Contributed by
desire
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Monday, 3rd September 2012 @ 04:51:59 PM in AEST
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I'm feeling a bit lonely today
A feeling that will not go away
A feeling, no one needs to endure
It seems to come on, when I'm unsure
Of all the things going on with me
How I won’t allow, anyone to get too close to see
How insecure and un-attachable I can be
How I rack my brain, trying to understand
Why I can’t give myself, 100% to a man
Why I can’t trust, he will truly love me back
Why self-love, and self-esteem is what I lack
What has happened to me, that at times I feel so low?
Why can’t I shake those feelings, why can’t I let them go?
I could give you, a thousand reasons why
But each one may very well be a lie
Why do I hold on to my past, like an unforgettable old lover?
What is it that I need to discover?
I thought I had buried my past, and moved on
I thought all the pain, and misery was gone
I though finally, I could open my heart, and be free
Why am I letting my fears consume me?
Why is it so easy, for me to allow love, and then push it away?
Why am I so disciplined that way?
Chaos, confusion, and self-pity all seem to be tempting lovers today
And I find it so hard to walk away
So I sit here with all these silly thoughts in my head
When I should be on my knees, at these times instead
All this is what happens, when Satan has his way
Because today was just a day, I let my mind wander away
I was ***** off, about gossip no matter false or true
When all I have to do, is say my heavenly father, I need you
I gave to him the burdens that weighed heavy on my heart, and soul
And all the things, that were out of my control
And he restored, to me a peace of mind
The peace that I was longing for earlier that day, and co unit find
Just a day, a day I let my mind go astray
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2012-09-03 16:51:59]
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Re: The negativity of a wondering mind
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by dvtpdw on
Wednesday, 5th September 2012 @ 02:09:45 PM AEST
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| This carries the reader into the inner depths of heart and soul. It brought me to your brink of despair, and showed me the way you found to lead yourself back. Great write. Thank you for sharing, P |
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Re: The negativity of a wondering mind
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by UNORTHODOX on
Thursday, 6th September 2012 @ 08:16:55 AM AEST
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Heavy. Yor style is that which can't be ignored.
This passage while simple in it's truth
is depthful in effect
On some level we all relate.
Flawless delivery
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