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Lonely Is My Life
Contributed by
waynster
on
Saturday, 1st September 2012 @ 01:03:41 PM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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As I walk along
sometimes I can clearly see
I am sometimes alone
other times my shadow is beside me
At this moment
I notice my shadow with its head hanging down
He says he is sad
because all I do is frown
He tells me he is always by my side
whether the sun shines or it will rain
He tells me he knows how I feel
he can surely feel my pain
Having been afraid
to allow anyone to know how I truly feel
The time has really come
so this is the deal
What I just told you about my shadow
is just an image of what’s on my mind
I thought I had found happiness
now I see happiness I did not find
There seems to be a sense of evil
really a bad aura around this place I am at
I am feeling as if I need to leave here
I think that is that
My marriage really sucks
I am with a woman that is so cold
The way she speaks to me or treats me
I find is way too bold
At the moment
my life is on a one way street
With many feelings of emptiness
such feelings that need to be beat
I am not suicidal
would never think of taking my life
Just really understanding
I chose the wrong woman to be my wife
Not every woman is the same
this is how I choose to think
Empty from giving all my love
getting nothing in return does stink
When I look around me
I realize I really am alone
It really hurts me
when my wife can’t control her tone
I only wish I could find
happiness and a woman to love me
I would start smiling
that, my shadow would be happy to see
Right now I am on a journey
not knowing which way to turn
Trying to remember what I learned of God
so I don’t go to hell and burn
I find that lust overwhelms me
because my wife doesn’t want to share her bed
I find myself searching for another woman
for the one I am with, to me is almost dead
I am alone in this world
nobody knows how I feel
I hope it’s not too late to find happiness
that I can meet the right woman and my heart will heal.
Written by E. Wayne Searles on 1 September 2012
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waynster
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2012-09-01 13:03:41]
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Re: Lonely Is My Life
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by thehotshotpoet on
Saturday, 1st September 2012 @ 01:44:41 PM AEST
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good write wayne hang in there my friend it will get better,
thanks for sharing
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Re: Lonely Is My Life
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by Former_Member on
Sunday, 2nd September 2012 @ 12:22:05 AM AEST
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I like this and it's good therapy to get it out and write about it. But believe me, I know how you feel and I'm sure a lot of other guys do too. Been married twice and the second one was the one that I thought was it . Lots of people can relate, regardless of gender.
Sorry to hear you're going through this.
Just take care of yourself and hang in there. I know it sucks but it will someday be better.
Take care,
Tim |
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