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A Mother's Son
Contributed by
Damian
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Tuesday, 29th November 2011 @ 02:42:17 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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There is not anyone who can help me
Just pray for me, on one knee
I would be gone long ago If I wasn’t afraid of what comes after death
Aw who cares, just take another bottle of meth
For as long as I can remember I have cried myself to sleep
These scars I have run ever so deep
The world is a place for the powerful and rich
Maybe that’s why they took my mate, Mitch
Another friend of mine is struck down
Death shatters another proud crown
I wish I could join my mates up with the fallen
Every day I hear you callin’
NO, please god don’t take jimmy, his all I got
He promised he wouldn’t leave, but his joined the lot
I CANT TAKE THIS, what kind of world have we made
Is death the reason we are truly made
One simple cut, that’s all I need
To throw off this fear, to be freed
The razor meets skin, but I cannot do this
Another chance, another miss
What is love, love of life?
This love causes less happiness and more strife
I don’t care what happens to me
If death do come forth, I will not flee
There’s a screaming, loud, in my head
It comes from the shadows, telling me to join the dead
If only I could, I miss them so much
Didn’t even give me one last touch
That’s it, just strike me down here
At least then I won’t have time to fear
But don’t you all judge till you have lived in my state
None of you have the right to condemn my fate
How could this happen, my brother
In the lifeless casket, by my mother
Such an innocent face, aged to just a teen
What does happiness even mean?
You see my whole life has been fake
The smiles, laughter and lies they make
Keep telling yourself it will get better with time
Your nothing to this world just a piece of slime
You want to know the truth about life and death
It’s about the hardship and pain you take, the ***** you get with every breath
***** this man, I have had enough
I’m giving in, this is just too rough
I’m Daniels mother, I have no one left here, this was part of my fears
No one here to catch my tears
My beautiful boys have gone and passed
The only part of life I wanted to last
You see I was raped, and left with a cursed dream
A baby boy, just us two, we were a team
Of course there was more, I was raped again late one night
I was a mess, but Daniel held me together, he kept me in the fight
Now my boy is gone, my son and my hero
Why now? Life expectancy down to zero
Forever is over in the blink of an eye
And all I’m left with is one last cry
Copyright ©
Damian
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2011-11-29 02:42:17]
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Re: A Mother's Son
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by sl8r on
Tuesday, 29th November 2011 @ 04:53:28 AM AEST
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| Quite the rollercoaster read, very powerful |
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Re: A Mother's Son
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by desire on
Wednesday, 29th August 2012 @ 07:35:04 PM AEST
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WOW
This is such a powerful pain run deep poem
If I have ever read one. I thought that my pain and
Sh*t in my life was something, mine is nothing compared to
Yours. My heart goes out to such hurt and pain, wedon't
Get to choose our lives some times our life chooses us.
And we can only say why me, Why does it feel like my
Life is hell on earth. I can only say God is preparing you
For something bigger, you needed to go through all this
to have the strength, wisdom and understanding for what
He has in store fore you....its what helped me |
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