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*The Week of Brokeness*
Contributed by
XchilvaX
on
Thursday, 3rd November 2011 @ 05:03:20 PM in AEST
Topic:
StoryPoetry
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I watched u slip out of my life no torn out; you know how much that crap hurt;
You were my baby girl;
I watched as I seen my world get destroyed; I didn’t have the might to leave without a tear;
I can’t love the same or believe anyone when they tell me yo soy Ella;
I pushed my head to the side and pulled out my heart and like a fool hoping, giving it to you just like that would still keep it alive;
Those long nights, your voice in my ear didn’t matter the time I wanted to hear u say I love u despite all our obstacles;
Especially that night on your lawn.
Your head on my chest my heart beat beating for u, ''you said I’m could fall asleep to this'' and u started to under the stars looking up at the moon cause finally I got to see it while we got our hearts as close as we can do and I shared the glare of the sky and your beautify and only with you;
The time I went all the way to your church and just held you in my arms trying to protect u from all harm, You cried and I couldn’t stand to see it so I stepped up and was shoulder to shoulder while u told me and no longer could I allow u to have that feeling alone so I grabbed you and just hugged.
The day u told me it was done...
You liked me so much that on ''recharge'' u weren’t gonna take you phone so you would have no distractions but that thought was hung;
You talked to me all through it cause you missed me then the dam same weekend you come back and tell me you gotta tell me something so you sit me at the edge of the chairs on the left side of the rows you were a seat ahead of me and you told me... “ ... ”
To tell You the truth I don’t remember the words, I was trying hard enough to not show the hurt, surprise, disbelief. Trying to understand the contradictions of your promises h........flippen brings tears to my dam eyes right now thinking of it. I get shivers and remember You did this to me!! Neveer again will I give u the cchaance to rein act it ****** YOU! I never did do it cause I flippen didn’t wanna break u. I knew you wanted it and so did I but I knew u would be broken after u wouldn’t be able to handle it and I know at our honeymoon we would kill it so I would wait;
Forget u, never again will I allow u to sink me like led.
That Tuesday night I picked up my clothes in a plastic bag u went for a kiss I didn’t react back so we didn’t;
You asked me to go in for a bit I said I had church I was busy after I turned I never look back and never will I ever walk back! Pelcon st is dead to me.
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XchilvaX
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2011-11-03 17:03:20] (Date/Time posted on
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