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Undiagnosed Schizophrenic
Contributed by
nikolejones
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Tuesday, 30th August 2011 @ 05:37:44 AM in AEST
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We see things, me and her,
Things that others can’t see,
And when they turn nasty she’s the one to comfort me,
She tells me everything will always be alright,
When demons come to speak to me late into the night,
Sometimes she helps me, she lets me know who’s bad,
Which people are nasty, like she did with mam and dad.
Although she’s has got the right intentions at heart,
She’s constantly watching over me it’s like were never apart,
It is uncomfortable at times,
As she recites joke after joke,
You see it’s my flaws that are the punch lines,
She chuckles until she chokes.
I hear her laughing, again and again,
She lied to me, said she was my friend,
She tells me to do things that I don’t want to,
Then calls me stupid, a coward, a fool!
I don’t really want to hurt people,
I don’t really want to be mean,
But with her it’s all or nothing you see,
There is no in between,
In my mind her voice races ahead,
She keeps me awake at night,
I just lay there motionless in my bed,
No matter what I do,
She will not leave me alone,
I can never think for myself
My thoughts are never my own,
She makes me cry until my eyes run dry,
People look at me and wonder why,
Why I laugh to myself, why the pain always shows,
Why my eyes show fear deep within my soul,
I don't know why others can't hear her taunt me,
Her voice is clear and loud but they still can't see,
I don't want in my head anymore she's driving me insane,
I can't deal with living in this constant pain,
She tells me not to trust people i've known for years,
It's hard to hear what people are saying as she shouts in my ears,
It's been like this for months now and i don't know what to do,
She says everybody hates me so theres nobody i can talk to,
So as i sit hear her voice chattering in my mind,
I stare outside through my long window blinds,
I wish i was better and i wish i knew how,
How to get this evil out of my mind right now.
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Re: Undiagnosed Schizophrenic
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by JinxD on
Wednesday, 31st August 2011 @ 08:02:55 AM AEST
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| U must be a nice person even tho u cant afford t b, try t let go of what ur fightin and be what u have t b the thing inside ur mind is u deep inside the stronger u but has been tainted with ur pain just release what u need t and find the best half of u both and create a new u a stronger u more confident if u dont she will win |
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Re: Undiagnosed Schizophrenic
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by deusdeira on
Wednesday, 31st August 2011 @ 04:40:48 PM AEST
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It sounds to me like you have schizophrenia, if you are hearing a voice in your head. (unless this is metaphorical) Either way, it would do you good to find something to distract your mind when this happens and to block out this voice. Perhaps music, or games, or a book, but it is unhealthy to dwell on it.
Also remember... schizophrenia is an overload of the senses, so being in a quiet room and concentrating on relaxation / distraction should help.
If all else fails, medication is always an option. |
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Re: Undiagnosed Schizophrenic
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by emystar on
Thursday, 1st September 2011 @ 06:45:47 AM AEST
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Welcome to YPDC.
You did a great job writing this.
It's really sad but u need to see a Dr. to help you.
More people are effected with this than you know.
Blessings, huggs,
emy |
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Re: Undiagnosed Schizophrenic
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by mvvenkataraman on
Thursday, 1st September 2011 @ 10:03:44 AM AEST
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Dear Poet,
If this is your pure imagination
Then there is no problem at all
A poetic beauty you just install
And are intact your emotion
But, if you are now the hero
Then you need medication
And a psychiatrist's attention
He will solve your sorrow
May be due to chemical imbalance
But, this needs medical solution
But, surely there will be salvation
Never show any nonchalance
Freud and Jung have created
A great science called psychiatry
With the doctor you please agree
Start soon before it is belated.
With best wishes,Thanking you, Yours truly,
mvvenkataraman
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