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My Darling,

Contributed by the_Unknown on Thursday, 21st July 2011 @ 01:35:48 AM in AEST
Topic: ApologyPoetry



I cringe at the thought
And I've cried myself to sleep these past few nights
I'm so sorry
But my apology doesn't mean anything to you right now
I feel like you have chewed me up and spit me out
You don't trust me and I understand why

I told him no, he said he understood
And I trusted what he said, that was my first mistake
I wasn't thinking straight (I blame the drugs)
He took advantage of my state of mind (I just gave up)

But I almost feel like you don't have the right
To beat me up this bad
Because you did the same thing to me, if not a little worse
It hurt me just as bad

And I had to look him in the eyes every day
And I had to try to believe the lies
And I still don't trust you around him
And I still don't trust you talking to him

So I guess I understand
But I never did this to you
And I hope you know
I have been beating myself up over this
Worse than you know - I can say, now more than ever, that I hate myself
I hate myself for hurting you, I hate myself for letting it happen
I am ashamed, I am disgusted
I'm angry and I'm sad
The way you've reacted, the words that you've said...
It all hurts so bad
Between the both of us, I don't know how much more that I can take

I don't know what to say to you
Except to tell you how sorry I am
Except to tell you that I love you
But saying sorry doesn't mean anything to you
And you think that my love is a lie
You told me that you feel it has all been a lie
But I promise on all that I love
Our relationship and my love for you has not been a lie

I don't want to lose you... I can't
But I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say




Copyright © the_Unknown ... [ 2011-07-21 01:35:48]
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Re: My Darling, (User Rating: 1 )
by Banjosandwitch on Thursday, 21st July 2011 @ 02:58:46 AM AEST
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move on you'll find the better person in you if you do


Re: My Darling, (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Friday, 22nd July 2011 @ 01:24:42 PM AEST
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http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=528666260

This is my facebook Wall The private messages here is messed up so we can send private message here. Miss u too. I'm always here most of my waking hours. so holler at me. luv u.,Great writing as always.
luv ya




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